Losing my patience with life...

[forever_alone]

It has been too long.....i dont want to have to wait any longer. all the effort and patience i have given my life has gone to waste. Something always happens to trigger my thoughts. I don't want to think about the past....any i am sick of people saying that its in the past and i need to move on...or that i seem better....its all just built up inside. Constantly hiding it wont cure it.

i hate myself. i hate everyone around me, i hate the disapointment. i hate the fear. i hate the aprehension. i hate the anger. i hate the stress. i hate the effort...




please dont tell my im the only one..?

[TheWizard]

You can always talk here. Thats what VT is all about. Helping each other.

You need to get some help dealing with your emotions until you work things out. There are amazing mood changing drugs that a head doctor can give you to help you heal. I take them and it has changed my life for the better. You can get them too.

[forever_alone]

Thankyou for replying...

i have been thrown around many people and its just the same things they are telling me over and over. It isn't even things that happen during the day...its memories and feelings never letting me have peace.

I guess alot of things trigger my feelings but I cant escape them all.

I am on prozac and have been for around four years and it has never really worked...everytime i mention it they say 'yes, we'll have a look at that'... and never actually do anything to change it.

thankyou again
xx

[BP_Saladin]

Here's why I joined this site; most teens when they talk about their problems in life bitch about how "oh, my parents grounded me for doing something they said they'd ground me for if I did! Those cruel slavedrivers!" or something. Here, the people (like you) actually take some time to find out what's really bothering them, and more often than not, it's such a basic thing that it touches so many other people too.

Basically, you're not alone ^_^ It's nice to know that I'm not alone in it either.

I find that I think far too much, as I tend to think circles around my thoughtlines, making everything seem to pointless. Does that sound like something y'all do too?