my friend dosen't undertand me :|

[xxfirekitten.]

okay so i don't have many friends.
because i'm a bit... bitchy.
and my best friend doesn't understand me at all.
as i said in another post, i told my friend about my self-harming, because i thought i could trust her, but she didn't.
basically, the convo went a bit like this (her speech is in green)
umm, steph, i want your help, i really need it..
what is it?
promise you wont tell anyone?
yeah.
okay.. *shows SH* please, help me..
OH MY GOD, WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT?!
i had nobody to talk to.
YEAH BUT YOU DON'T DO THAT! THATS DISGUSTING!
...

it went a bit like that. since, she's been a bit weird with me.
she hates my style aswell, and the way i act.
just because i dress different from her, act different from her, she treat me like shit, although, i still love her.
what should i do with her, because i'm scared to talk to her about it..

[Harley Quinn]

She's probably in shock by what you have shown her. I know my friends get like that when I did show them and ask for help. Write her note, call her, bring up the topic when it seems like the right time. Has she told anyone else? If she hasn't she values that you went to her, and not anyone else. Give her time to come round. :hug3:

[xxfirekitten.]

She's probably in shock by what you have shown her. I know my friends get like that when I did show them and ask for help.

i'm glad my friend isn't the only one then x]

Write her note, call her, bring up the topic when it seems like the right time.
i'll probably leave her a note. thank you (:

Has she told anyone else?
well, she did threaten to tell my mentor about it. so i'm fucking scared now. :/

[Harley Quinn]

Is she the type that would tell?
or is it to scare you into accepting what you do is wrong?

[xxfirekitten.]

Is she the type that would tell?
or is it to scare you into accepting what you do is wrong?

i really don't know D:

[PuppetPrince]

Okay. So were you always like this ? there must be a reason why you two even became best friends. Just think of that reason. I think she was in shock and didn't know how to respond other than that she has done. Don't worry , im sure she does care. She just doesnt now how to 'express' it. My best friend is the same thing. But we just talk things out, and share thoughts. I am sure you best friend does understand you, dont say such things :P Ha. just tell her what you feel . That you would really want her support, and wouldn't want to be alone. Just talk to her. Good luck . :D