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Gumleaf
March 23rd, 2010, 12:43 AM
i can't stop crying and i don't really know why i have started to in the first place. i know i'm feeling really crappy and even worse then that. 2 hours ago i was feeling fine, now this big mood swing. i can't even describe how i am feeling, its like i have no hope and i'm in a dark room with no light to get myself out. but i can't tell anyone how i'm feeling. my new girlfriend kinda knows how this depression affects me, but i can't tell her about it. she might look and act older then she is, but that doesn't mean i should tell her because i think it will upset her. i don't know what to do? no therapy until next week, nobody to talk to and no way out and more crying to come.
Ryhanna
March 23rd, 2010, 01:28 AM
Put on some upbeat music and see if that changes you mood? You'd be suprised how much the type of music we play affects our mood.
Apart from that, keep a smile on that face, buddy! :)
Obscene Eyedeas
March 23rd, 2010, 03:17 AM
Stephen why didn't you text me! i get so worried about you when you get in these moods. you always have me to talk to when your down you know that. 24/7 im only ever a quick buzz away. when you come on. im going to make sure you smile and laugh just like you deserve to
Katrina
March 23rd, 2010, 05:15 AM
It’s a combination of psychological and physical. Those weird symptoms are usually found in depression — crying spells, can’t sleep, fatigue, can’t concentrate, emotionally hypersensitive, irritable, etc. When someone doesn’t know why he’s depressed, it’s likely to be a stress-produced depression.
Psychologists typically think of depression as a reaction to something — a death in the family, being fired, house fire, etc. When that happens, folks know why they are depressed. In your case, many months of a high stress level produce emotional exhaustion — the sudden crying spells, etc.
I’d recommend reading two articles:http://counsellingresource.com/distress/mood-disorders/understanding-depression/ and Chemical Imbalance (http://www.drjoecarver.com/). You should also take a few of the depression screening tests(http://counsellingresource.com/quizzes/) on this website
TigerLily
March 23rd, 2010, 02:35 PM
Stephen, I hate reading this :(
Just please know that it will get better than this,
and that you deserve none of this shit!
You're an amazing guy and I'm so lucky to call you a friend, you know I'm always here to talk, yeah? PM me anytime, like you said to me right :)
Hugs and Lovee
:hug3:
Obscene Eyedeas
March 23rd, 2010, 02:44 PM
Stephen you really don't deserve this. i really don't know anyone gentler and more caring then you. i have a surprise for you sweetie. it hurts to read this. youve gotten me through so much. and ill always be here for you. to make you laugh ill never let you feel alone Hun. wait until i visit and ill make sure you get the happiness you deserve
Lemonlover934
March 23rd, 2010, 04:54 PM
I haven't spoken to you much, but you seem like a lovely guy, and you seem always willing to support anyone and i am sad you feel this way. feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk, hope things looks up x
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