Getting worse

[ShinigamiMaiden]

I self harmed today on my wrist, and it wouldn't stop bleeding, I'm afraid to say in the last few weeks my cuts are getting deeper and deeper. I used to tell my close friend and boyfriend whenever I did it, but for the last month or so ive been hiding it. And even more so from my dad who i live with. I've been doing this for over two years, and still only very few people know. But like I said, it's getting much worse.

[Fiction]

I am the same. I am so much more closed about my sh now than i was a few months ago. I am as helpless as you adn i don't know who to turn to either. You can Pm me of you ever want to talk :)

[Asylum]

hey hun. know how you feel.... i've siad this in anothe post, but i htink its good advice so i'm posting it here. it may seem like you are walking through a dark tunnel, but look at the end of it, there is your goal, that small light in the distance. that light is where you want to be, in the light you won't feel light harming yourself and your happy. i know it seems impossible to beleive right now... me happy?! haha... right... you must be joking.. and no, i think i'll stick to self harming thanx, i don't think i'll ever get over it... but look at that light, look at the future you feeling happy. you want to get there? well i've got a well known secret that will help you reach that light... it's getting help... i know... your parents don't knwo, or perhaps other reasons preventing you from getting there. well we are here to support you to get the help you need. just keep focusing on that light... you can get there it's not impossible, look i know it's scary asing for help, i've been right in your shoes... but it is so worth it in the end... my situation is a lot different with the whole getting help... but even though i knew my parents owuld harrass me about it, i still asked and i suffred through them makign fun of me and getting angry and everything to get the help i needed, which was 2 weeks worth... and it didn't help at all, because the lady wasn't right for me... but thats not the point... sorry for getting off topic. people do get help... to feel better, it takes time... i'm not going to lie... it's not going to be an over night change, where everything yolu see is unicorns and rainbows... soemtimes it will involve drugs... but it;'s worth it. isn't it? i mean imagine yourelf not feeling like you want to hurt yourself, or not upset... i'm am always here, PM me ANY time!! but we are all here to help you.

on the self harming note, it's never worth it... i look at my scars and i hate them... i became so addicted... i'm still recvering only a few days free of Self harming... . i'm not sure if you have self injured but since you are thinking about it, go to the self harming section of VT and look at the post please read before self harming or cutting... read it all please... it desribes it perfectly and it might turn you awway from self harming, which would be great but seriously hun... it took me 1 cut to get addicted... 1 would turn to 10.... 10 turne into 50... i have scars all over... summer, i can't hide them... iwish i could take them back.. but i can't, no amount of make up or scar remover will make thm go away... i know how scary and frustrating all these emotions can be, but i'm here for you. we can get you through this.


i look forward on seeing a post in the future from you saying you feel better

[HeroesAndCons]

i know how you feel i have to hide the scars everyday onlly my closest knw (besides mom dad and sis)

[munchausen]

I know what you're going through, my self harm had been getting progressively worse until it got to a particular then it calmed down a whole lot. Now though it's starting to get worse again. Every cut is deeper and longer. Recently I've actually fallen asleep with blood still oozing out of my arm. I haven't done that in a long time. It's having a really bad effect on me, I've started loosing more blood so I often feel weak, tired and faint. I really don't want to go back to the way I was before but it's looking more and more likely.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

You need to stop holding this in.
It is not good for you, nor is it for your relationship.
You need to confide in someone so you wont go crazy.
You know people care about you,
but you are not going to quit until YOU want to quit.
You can do it, it isn't easy but you have all of us at VT to help you along the way.

pm me if you ever want to talk, I cut for 5 years straight and have now gone a year and almost 4 months without it.

[Jim_Manousakis]

Hey i had saw your posts all of them and you seem a nice girl and im worried about your health :wub:

So i would suggest you to keep cutting your self or it will result into some health problems into the future :wub:

You can tell i love you :wub::wub:
But im worried about your health too you know im emo too i used to cut my self but i had to stop it for me and my girl friend so i suggesty ou to stop it :wub:

[Lemonlover934]

Is there a reason your cuts are getting deeper?
and it is good that you have confided in someone in the past. try and get back to the point where you can tell people again. I hide my scars from everyone except my boyfriend and even then i am not completly honest. Its better you tell someone.
Or even better, try and stop, you can get better.
If you ever want to talk PM me, i always try and help x