Zero Beat
March 22nd, 2010, 03:40 AM
**Side thought: Where is a heart 'post icon'?**
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I LOVE HIM <3 Lol. This isn't really me needing help, its just me being me and typing everything out :happy: He's name is Troy, a boy in my class who came to my school new a week after I started. And fell in love as soon as I saw him, so cute kinda short xD and tanned. All the girls have crushes on him, and I has a crush on him. I was quick to act, I thought to myself: "Ok you like him, MUST BE FRIENDS!!! If you be all shy and not talk to him, you are WEAAKKKKK" (yes I do talk to myself in caps and drag words out :D) So I did so, I talked to him as much as I could, and tried to be myself minus as much of me as I could. :) So now, like... 11 weeks (?) later we are alright friends, IM SO HAPPY. Im not sure if Im going to come out to him yet, but we are alright friends, share food, he drank my milkshake... :/ lol. ALL my milkshake, I only got one sip. Waaa... hehe. I've been trying to hint to him that I am gay, THATS WHEN, he started acting really gay... and in english he typed he was gay but deleted it really fast. Im working on it more to find out. I also think he trusts me, cause... i asked for his phone, and he gave it. Someone else asked, a few days before and different a few days after, he said no. : / Am i just hoping he likes me?
Whats coming up in my life... : | Camp, with him =D Im going to try and spend as much time with him as I can. Ill try and sit with him on the bus, might be a bit to much on the plane. I know I'd get sick of me, if i was someone else.
So yeah... thats about it... <3 him.
Back to topic:
I LOVE HIM <3 Lol. This isn't really me needing help, its just me being me and typing everything out :happy: He's name is Troy, a boy in my class who came to my school new a week after I started. And fell in love as soon as I saw him, so cute kinda short xD and tanned. All the girls have crushes on him, and I has a crush on him. I was quick to act, I thought to myself: "Ok you like him, MUST BE FRIENDS!!! If you be all shy and not talk to him, you are WEAAKKKKK" (yes I do talk to myself in caps and drag words out :D) So I did so, I talked to him as much as I could, and tried to be myself minus as much of me as I could. :) So now, like... 11 weeks (?) later we are alright friends, IM SO HAPPY. Im not sure if Im going to come out to him yet, but we are alright friends, share food, he drank my milkshake... :/ lol. ALL my milkshake, I only got one sip. Waaa... hehe. I've been trying to hint to him that I am gay, THATS WHEN, he started acting really gay... and in english he typed he was gay but deleted it really fast. Im working on it more to find out. I also think he trusts me, cause... i asked for his phone, and he gave it. Someone else asked, a few days before and different a few days after, he said no. : / Am i just hoping he likes me?
Whats coming up in my life... : | Camp, with him =D Im going to try and spend as much time with him as I can. Ill try and sit with him on the bus, might be a bit to much on the plane. I know I'd get sick of me, if i was someone else.
So yeah... thats about it... <3 him.