Emotionless?

[Mikey]

I feel emotionless in a way. I can't start to like a girl or keep her on my mind, she'll like me but it goes away too fast. I don't feel emotions and I always have a fake smile. Hell I just hurt a girl by letting her go and getting in a fight and I laughed the entire time. Its sadistic but you learn to get used to it.

Now I can't figure out why I can't feel emotions.

[DaretoFallup]

Perhaps traumatic experiences that happened earlier in your lifetime have taught you to become numb? Otherwise I'm not quite sure. It could just be like a phase or something.

[Mikey]

Ex girlfriends who cut themselves and felt worthless made me feel horrible for doing nothing. Thats most likely it.

[soniyajack]

Well I wonder if you describing yourself as "Emotionless" is a huge generalization about yourself? Maybe you could clarify some things, do you have a family? Do you love them, care about what happens to them? Pets? If you do have family you care about then you are not emotionless right.

[kollkolen]

When i was examining the threads, my eye stuck at your your thread.I found your thread weird and interesting too. I want to state that you are lying yourself. You had shuttled the ways of your emotions and feeling in the corner of your heart. Examine yourself! For the poor past and get areal and genuine smile.

[CuriousDestruction]

i relate to this a lot. my anger and emotions get cold, and dark when in danger. i've also laughed during fights making me look sadistic. it's a defense mechanism. i'd go on but it sounds like something to PM about so if you wanna talk, PM me.

[The Redlight Bandit]

i kinda feel this way at certain points.