problems..idk if this goes here or not...

[Kaya]

ok...so every night before i go 2 bed i get rlly freaked out. i always feel like someone is going 2 come in and try 2 kill me...and it will hurt.also, i see things.like i see ppl, and animals, and 1 time i thought there was a severed foot on the floor, and i tripped over it..but there really wasnt anything there. and i hear things...mostly when im by myself. so i try to avoid that...but w/ so much drama in my house thats kinda hard. but anyways...i hear people mumbling, screaming (mostly a high pitched little girl, or my family :/ ) ...sometimes they call me names, and a deep voice that just says my name over and over and over. plus, i have nightmares. pretty much everynight. i usually always wake up between 11:00 and 3:00 because of them...also, again, sometimes i get a picture in my head...and it wont go away (ex:1 day during christmas break i saw a machine w/blood in it 4 my bro...nd then everytime i closed my eyes i saw blood) and since my lil bro died...i see him sometimes... not doing anything...just kinda standing there w/ a blank expression on his face...i was going 2 go see a psychiatrist...but i ended up not being able 2 go.... i went to my skool councelor..but she still didnt help me.....................whats going on, and how can i make this all stop?

[Zephyr]

Traumatic events or instability in the home can often trigger a lot of the things that you've mentioned. I'm not sure how your relationships with your parents are, but if you can sit them down and talk to them about this, they may pull together to help you out and create a better environment for you. If your school counselor isn't able to help, maybe it's time to ask your parents about seeing a professional. We can't diagnose you here, only offer support, opinions and urge you onto a better path. A psychiatrist can diagnose mental disorders and help you with medication if you need it, and getting a professional therapist can never hurt if you need somebody to talk to. It took me a few tries, but I have a wonderful therapist that's helped me make leaps and bounds.

Hope things get better hun :hug:

[Kaya]

thank you

[jakob oliver]

its ok kaya.....im always here 4 u

[Kaya]

They're gonna send me 2 the funny farm :/