why i started

[HeroesAndCons]

for those who read "this morning"
why i first started to self harm is because i couldnt stop holding in bulling in school.i would walk home with a few bruises from skool and it was painful to not tell anyone i thought id burden people with my problems then one day in 7th grade i took my id sharpened it and cut myself
the blood was so pretty and made me feel power to myself
i was wrong
it only left pitiful scars
it became an addiction..
i stopped for a half a year then i found him
he didnt want to go out w me and i felt alone
so alone
and i started again
i cried for hours until my pain went away
some knw about what i had done


but this morning is a new start for me
im going to try hard to not harm myself

[Sapphire]

I'm sorry to hear that you had to go through that.

But starting new beginnings with determination and support is the best thing you can do!
You will be so much happier once you've overcome this, trust me.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Hun i am so proud of you, many of us start and get hooked and all we will ever get from this is scars and i think you see that. Its always amazing to see someone who musters the determination needed to kick this habit. Im here if you ever deel weak or need to talk. You can get through this pm me if you need some help with this.

[HeroesAndCons]

i guess i learned im not alone cause i relised how much friends i got and how lucky i have it

[Zephyr]

I'm glad to hear that you're taking a positive direction and quitting!
I've struggled with SI for almost 8 years, and right now I'm 7 months SI free.

As Carole (Sapphire) said, once you've overcome it, you'll be so much happier.
Getting the ball rolling is always the crucial moment, so keep on keeping on!
My door's always open if you need any extra support hun :)

[Harley Quinn]

It will take time to overcome it, but in the end it's worth it.
keep your head up, stay positive and if you need someone to let it all out to when you feel weak, i'm here. Pm me if you ever need to.