Frustrated by depression

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Omg! i really just don't know what to do anymore! i can't take this! every time things get better something else happens! i can't do this anymore i spotted the signs i didn't make it happen. please i can't take this anymore! please. god i don't know what to do anymore! just need to take these pills but theres those stupid promises. i want to just let go i can't fight this depression anymore. i don't know what to do i need to give up but i know i can't. why can't i just get better but its for life! i just can't take this anymore! i am talking only to friends on a superficial basis from now on.

i guess i just am giving up i mean what else can i Fucking do!?

[Scarface]

You shouldn't give up because if you do nothing will get better, it will actually only get worse. I know what you going through with the medication i was on meds myself and i was never so miserable i felt like a lab rat with all of them that i was on. One thing that helped me the most was talking to my friends and venting because It made me feel so much better to have all of those feeling out. I thought that dropping everything and isolation was the key and boy was i ever wrong i slipped further into depression and i lost contact with my friends wouldn't answer the phone nothing. Just remember that there is always someone here to talk to and if you want i can because i know what it's like to suffer from depression and maybe help you get through this. PM me anytime and i hope this helps

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Hun thanks for the advice but i don't have meds i phrased that badly. i meant overdosing. i just don't see the point anymore

[Scarface]

I'm sorry to hear about everything that your going through and if you want to talk to me I'm always here so feel free anytime no matter how you feel and hopefully i can help

[Aspiringanonymous]

Give yourself some time to calm down. You don't want to make rash choices when unable to think rationally - they'll be sources of regret later on. Don't do anything, if you don't know what to do. Sometimes it is safest to just stand still and wait for the chaos inside to dim down a bit first.

Life happens, and when it does, there's very little that one can do about it. There always will be potential sources of trouble and grief - 'getting better' doesn't necessarily refer to circumstances as it does one's improved ability to cope with them. Every time we fall down, we learn valuable lessons in the process of getting back up that will help us reach that state at some point in the future. If anything, I would say, that is the purpose to all this.

You know I'm here if you ever want to talk. Feel better soon. :hug3: