rockabye baby
March 16th, 2010, 05:23 PM
Okay about 3 weeks ago my friend was diagnosed with Leukemia (ALL)
I've been helping her all I can, and doing things for her that she's asked me to.
I don't show that I'm hurting around her because she doesn't need something else bringing her down as well.
She has a little boy who is only just over a month old now and she has recently gone back to Germany, because she said that if she were to die any where she would like to be in the place she was born.
She has left her little boy over here with his grandma, who isn't exactly one for looking after children but we have worked out a suitable time table so that I look after him sometimes as my friend asked me if I would like to be his auntie (I feel responsible to help look after him while she's ill.)
My friends boyfriend is over in Germany too and is on about coming back to look after his son as my friend has gone into remission.
Nearly every night I cry myself to sleep at the thought of losing my best friend any minute, and the fact that there is nothing I can do about it.
I just want to know, how or in what way can I deal with losing her, as the doctors don't think she has long left but also she feels that she doesn't have long either (sad thoughts from a 16 year old girl.)
I just wanna know will it hurt really bad when I lose her and what way can I deal with it, I feel that if im prepared then it might not be as bad.
Hope someone can help me
Kind Regards Rockabye Baby
I've been helping her all I can, and doing things for her that she's asked me to.
I don't show that I'm hurting around her because she doesn't need something else bringing her down as well.
She has a little boy who is only just over a month old now and she has recently gone back to Germany, because she said that if she were to die any where she would like to be in the place she was born.
She has left her little boy over here with his grandma, who isn't exactly one for looking after children but we have worked out a suitable time table so that I look after him sometimes as my friend asked me if I would like to be his auntie (I feel responsible to help look after him while she's ill.)
My friends boyfriend is over in Germany too and is on about coming back to look after his son as my friend has gone into remission.
Nearly every night I cry myself to sleep at the thought of losing my best friend any minute, and the fact that there is nothing I can do about it.
I just want to know, how or in what way can I deal with losing her, as the doctors don't think she has long left but also she feels that she doesn't have long either (sad thoughts from a 16 year old girl.)
I just wanna know will it hurt really bad when I lose her and what way can I deal with it, I feel that if im prepared then it might not be as bad.
Hope someone can help me
Kind Regards Rockabye Baby