On the verge of a mental breakdown

[Becky]

Done with counselling but have been self harming again quite a lot cut my wrists cut myself in school. Its not me though it not me doing this to myself I detach my mind from my body its just something it's not me. It's something someone in my head telling me to do this and I hate them, I hate them so much, they're ruining my life. My thoughts start to race through my head and I cry. But none of my life seems real its just like everything is like a dream just blurry but right then when the red seeps out everything is so clear. I just think everything has to end and I want to say good bye to this world but something is holding me back and all I can think of is cutting myself loose from this so I can finally sleep.

[BeautifulDisaster]

See a mental health professional.
We can't really do anything about this, except be here for you.
But professionals can help you with this more than a forum can.

[Checky]

I dont understand How hurting yourself helps you relieve stress. If there are people in your head telling you to hurt yourself you need to tell someone.

[BeautifulDisaster]

Nvm. Troll.
Reporting.

[Asylum]

Becky, i know how you feel, I know how scary it is... it's really hard to go through that, and people just don't understand..unles of course they've experienced it themselves... like Aimee said, no one here can help you... we can be here. i'm always here for you Becky, you can PM me anytime. but hun, i think seeing a counsler or a pyscologist and telling them about this problem can really help you. it will stop the voices. not at first, they might give you medication, but that will help... i know how scary it can be telling your parents you need to tlak someone, you need help, but your not alone, we can help you through this. and when you get help, you'll be back to peace. i know your in a dark tunnel right now, but look ahead dear Becky, because there is a light, right now it may seem far away and you think you mght not get there, but there are people here to help you reach you goal, peace. (peace = light) sorry for the rambles nad metaphors... i thought it might help... i hope it does... but you don't have to feel this way forever, there is a way out. question is... are you ready? if you are... go get some help hun. a nd we will be here waiting to here how you are feelign better

[allsoulsareblack]

i no excaly how u feel this happened to me i took 80 paracetomol at once and almost died i couldnt control wat my body was doing i caint rember most of that day and it was last xmas