Rapid Mood Swings and Paranoia

[ShatteredWings]

I don't know what's wrong

Ten ish min ago i was on top of the fucking world i wanted to fly i though coudl do anything and omg i was happy


right now i want to die. i still think i can fly but then i nkow i'll fall and die and thats what i want.

the parentals are trying to feed me befreo ive got a class in like an hour
i dont trst them at all
They could be poisinig the food its not like they want me alive anyway


OMG WHAT IS WRONG?

ive been having htese mood swings for ahwile but not this bad in a LLOOONG time
mood swings yes
rapid in the course of ten minutes from happy on the world to suicidal doesn't happen too often its been awhile i dont know how to deal with this
ony thing i can think of is to just confine myself to my room tied up so can't hurt noone nothing.

and ive been asked htis by soemone im talking to no i'm not on any drugs illegal rx or otc or anything like that i'm totally clean...

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Hun you need to go to a psychiatrist and get properly diagnosed noone on here can give you a diagnosis online. if you need to talk my pm box is always open. but i think you need a professional for this

[ShatteredWings]

but a psych they're just gonna dump pills and i don tneed any fucking pills and i dont need no christan bitchface saying 'you just need god' fuckietyblabbalh that's all those psychs are they just give pills and tell you to pray
god left me ages ago if it was real i don't caer about it no more

suicidal moodswings SUCKKK monkyes balls

[georgiamay]

it sounds like you do need to see a phsyciatrist, and if you really do need pills, then they will give them to you, but they will talk to you aswell, and that should make you feel better. remember that they do know what they're talking about, they had like, 5 years training in med school, then about another 2 years training, at the least. just ignore the idiots that are all like "you just need god" but the phsyciatrists do know what they're talking about, so you should listen.

if you ever need to talk, PM me, my box is always open x

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Hun im not talking about the ones who say turn to god or dump pills on you. i mean one who will assess you and tell you if this is a mental illness like bipolar or something else. im not saying it is a mental illness but if it is and you get Ht diagnosed with or without pills you will be able to learn better coping techniques to help you with this. then hopefully you can find someone to talk through this with. you can pm me if you want.

[Scarface]

i know how your feeling about the pills i felt like an experiment for all the pills i was on. Do not confine yourself to your room because isolation and wallowing in your own thoughts is a cocktail of trouble. Maybe finding activities or something you enjoy listening to music always keeps my mind off my problems. Occupy yourself. If you need someone to talk to PM me anytime im always here and ill help as best as i can. as for the mood swings that is normal but the illusion of your parents poisoning your food isn't normal just get thought like that out of your head. Again do not hesitate to PM

[ShatteredWings]

An hour of exersize and a cold shower... I think my head is slightly clearer. At least a little.

it sounds like you do need to see a phsyciatrist, and if you really do need pills, then they will give them to you, but they will talk to you aswell, and that should make you feel better. remember that they do know what they're talking about, they had like, 5 years training in med school, then about another 2 years training, at the least. just ignore the idiots that are all like "you just need god" but the phsyciatrists do know what they're talking about, so you should listen.

1) I'm not taking medication. I'm the person with one of the most addictive personalities, and lately have been trying to cut OUT those habits.
You won't make me take pills for something I don't have.
2) Bull. Just cause someone's been through school doesn't mean they actually know what they're doing
3) See above

Hun im not talking about the ones who say turn to god or dump pills on you. i mean one who will assess you and tell you if this is a mental illness like bipolar or something else. im not saying it is a mental illness but if it is and you get Ht diagnosed with or without pills you will be able to learn better coping techniques to help you with this. then hopefully you can find someone to talk through this with. you can pm me if you want.
1) Yeah, the ones who do that stuff are the same ones who start pushing religion.
2) With our without, but learning coping is a contradiction
"coping" means meds.
like i said, I won't take no fucking pills.

i know how your feeling about the pills i felt like an experiment for all the pills i was on. Do not confine yourself to your room because isolation and wallowing in your own thoughts is a cocktail of trouble. Maybe finding activities or something you enjoy listening to music always keeps my mind off my problems. Occupy yourself. If you need someone to talk to PM me anytime im always here and ill help as best as i can. as for the mood swings that is normal but the illusion of your parents poisoning your food isn't normal just get thought like that out of your head. Again do not hesitate to PM
1) i meant for the time being. I dont like being totally isolated tbh.
but when you want to jump off a 2nd story window.... generally a good idea to be confined for awhile.
2) haha and i wonder why people think i'm anorexic... i have trouble eating, and once in awhile i'll end up getting paranoid thoughts about food.


IDK, the biggest problem isn't the shifts, but how quickly it goes. Ten minutes, and it's like I'm a different person...

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Hun i am learning to cope with my bipolar since i was diagnosed without medication. so when i say with or without medication i mean with or without. ever since i found out what was wrong i could find coping techniques for it. that's what i mean by coping.

[CuriousDestruction]

i don't recommend a psychiatrist if all you will do is be hostile toward one. i suggest instead, a therapist. someone who will just listen and gently give advice. i can see you are really freaking out. and i can't imagine what it's like to be in your position. but i can guess. i've had mood swings, although in a lesser way, and there wasn't an obvious reason. it's scary. it's unpredictable. and sometimes that's just part of being an adolescent. PM me if you wanna talk

[overcome.]

You remind me of myself, OP. Moodswings to the max. I've had suicidal moodswings, too. Paranoia is through the roof as well as anger. I'm so paranoid that I don't even want to answer the phone or step outside due to fears that I'm being watched or assessed. It's crazy. You can add insomnia to that list as well, along with many other things.