Asylum
March 13th, 2010, 01:15 AM
so i was suppsoed to go otu to breakfast with mom and shop for a dance coming up.. she never woke me up, then screamed at me when i woke up that i should've woken up earlier.. why dind't you wake me up? i will never kno.. so after i shower and dress we go over to her firneds house right before she goes in she tells me in a rude voice not to contradict her or disagree like i alays do.. i dont'... i'm sorry but i'm sick of her trashing me in front of her firnds.. so i stand up for myself... or correct details she either elaborates or gets wrong... because she doens't tell stories with accuracy, just as she sees them with a large improvisation.. soemtiems "forgets" that hse says thign or embelishes soemthign... anyway my moms friends she has 2 tiwn toddler boys, and my mom obsesses over htem.. always looking at pics, it's annoying.. so then we picked my sister up from school got home and i ate somthign around 3:40ish ... dad comes home.... he wants to go out... soo my mom made us pray before we left the house saying that we would all have a good time when we left and not fight.... in the prayer she says please help sarah with her issues... and everyone else in this faimily so they can deal with them and not make me want to leave... i'm like wow... what a great start to the night.. . us?! isssues!?! and you don't!?!? hahaha.... i'm not going into her issues now... there is more to this rant... so we go out to dinner i ask dad about going to a concert i'd pay for it... dad says maybe... mom says you already saw them... i say so my sister has seen the jonas brother 2 times and miley cyrus once, i've only seen once concert total... and they are pretty unknown... well she helps out around hte house more then you do... no she doens't she goes out to play with her friend 24/7 never is she in the hosue... so we change the subject dad asks what are you doning this weekend i'm nto sure... well mom and i are going somewhere so you ened to babysitt... can i do something... maybe.. i havne't done anythnign for weeks... i've been babysitting a lto! well make palns... last few times mom made me canclet them to babysitt, and i had made these plans days in advance and checked htem with you guys... ok that is enough... mom says you can't recognize it's johnny depp in the new movie, i said i think you can he's got the nose and character, voice, ears, i know him i'm obsessed with hm... big mistake.. i get yelled at by both parties for having a seperate opinion.. dad kept saying your a stupid girl your so ignorant... i say i can't have an opinion? no, you can,your just being rude... for having a seperate opinoin? you always have a seperate opinion! they are my opinions, i don't understand whats wrong with my thoughts when they aren't yours? silence.... mom is tearing up. dad looks at me gets into my face, you better be nicer and change your attitude... or i'll take you home... (they think it's wrong when i defend myself they think that is a horrible thing and it's back talk and unacceptable) alright i'm sorry so we got into the movie the movie was great... we come out we go into a book store i was going to purchase a book... do you think you deserve that book my dad syas... ummm i'm paying for it, yes i did nothgin wrong.. so you think the way you treated us was good then? the way i treated you, i stated my opinion, i can't be true to myself? thats not the point you hurt me and your mtoher... i'm sorry... you just think about what you did... i will.. i'll buy your book for you.... ???????? thank you... so we get home everyone is still upset... dad comes in my room .. if you don't get up at 9 tomorrow i will come into your room and throw you off your bed and your room better be spotless.. alright.. i mean it the way you treated us was awful and mom and i are tired of it, we will stand for this no longer... i'm sorry.... figrue out how your geting money for college, because i'm not paying for it... so later i go to call my friend who is at a sleep over with all my other firends... i wsn't invited... :( but they said i could come next time and they let me rant a bit about my night... they are nice people they dind't not invite me on prupose when they answered they asked why i wasn't there... so i'm guessing they might've asked but i forgot?