Thank you for making me feel welcome

[drewlink99]

Thank you, people of this site, for making me feel like I "belong" here...
You don't care, you never did, and never will.
I try to talk, and I get ignored, and told to leave, because I'm bringing somebody down.
Well, I'm down, way down, and I thank you for shoving me further.

[drewlink99]

Do you think it's JUST on the internet?
It's everywhere
And, it's not just that.
All this crap mounting at once, never gone, always in my face.
I hate it and my life.
I wish I could at least talk about it, without getting scrutinized.

It's not wort it anymore, is it?
No, not to me...
I don't feel much anymore, nothing but sadness and anger.
What to do now?

[DrkZ90]

not eveybody here is bad, don't judge us all based on some mean people please...

I'm here to listen, I don't know if I will be able to do much to help, but I will try my best to...

[drewlink99]

have you ever been so lonely, so really lonely, that living everyday is a struggle? only if you have, will you understand how big of a deal it is, when all you have is a forum that's supposedly here to help, and you are met with rejection...

EXACTLY! That is what it feels like, I could not put it into words.

[Aspiringanonymous]

Thank you, people of this site, for making me feel like I "belong" here...
You don't care, you never did, and never will.
I try to talk, and I get ignored, and told to leave, because I'm bringing somebody down.
Well, I'm down, way down, and I thank you for shoving me further.
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. I remember having that same experience during my earliest days on 'support forums', which at that time only seemed to be making outcasts from those who were already outcasts. It is the aim of support groups to make everyone feel welcome and at ease, but no community is immune to the natural development of social hierarchy.

In every group, there will be the popular, the less popular; the ones who seem to be 'in' on everything, and others who are perpetually left on the sidelines. It isn't so much expressive of an unwelcoming population, as it is simply how nature organizes itself in this thing called human society. But regardless, if one is patient and open, there will always be someone, somewhere who is willing to pay attention.

A single candle lit in pure darkness shines brighter than bright daylight ever will.

Feel free to contact me any time, also, if there's anything you wish to discuss in private - I won't criticize you. I promise.

[AllThatIsLeft]

So this thread really saddens me.
it kinda kills what this site, the Ward is all about.

Drew if you ever need to talk, I promise to listen. I don't judge, ask those who know me, I'll listen.

[Magus]

You're rejecyed by people by the internet. boohoo

I think you never felt that, huh?

Mind you, even if it is cyber space, it is a text based virtually reality. We have feelings, we have thoughts too; We are not senseless bots.

Some people just don't understand when they spit words.

They don't know that these Digital words really do breaks in the monitor and get impaled into our hearts.

"Nobody likes you, why do you stay here, none of the people really like, they hate you. And Pulease learn some English too"

These words shook me and really disturbed me.

These words stayed stuck in my mind, and I was looking for ways to remove it.

To some of us, Internet suppose to be a sanctuary from the gruesomeness of the real world. But it ends on hurting us even more.

We venture in places where we can find love. Even if it is emotionless and fake love and fake hugs, at least it gives us a delusion of being loved rather than being not loved at all.

[woody92]

Drew! You know where I am!!!! TALK TO ME!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! AND YOU KNOW I CARE!!!!

[Scarface]

I'm very sorry that you have a bad taste in your mouth from this site, but please do not categorize us all in that way. It such people that judge and scrutinize that are the ones that want attention and have nothing better to do then cyber bully over the internet.Do not let such people rent space in your head because this forum is here to help and i am always here if you need someone to talk to. I do hope that the ones that did this won't ever again. Please do not hesitate to PM me I'm always here. i hope this helps

[Obscene Eyedeas]

I am sorry you feel this way i am. Please turn to those who care for you and ignore the ones who dont, if they make you feel bad then just turn away.

Hun I have never turned someone away looking to me for help. Friends are valuable they help so much. You have someone who loves you and embrace it. You may feel alone but your not you have your special someone. And i love making new friends so if you need to talk to someone dont ever hesitate to pm me, I wont judge in fact ill try my best to help you and i wont ever give up on trying to help. you deserve happiness, everyone does.

Hun pm me if you need me but remember you have friends and someone who loves you for you. Dont give in, fight and we will help you every step of the way.

[Lemonlover934]

I am saddened that you have such a bleak view of this site, when I have found nothing but support here, I feel we should not all be tarred with the same brush.
I am always here if you need to talk, PM me whenever.
Hope things look up x

[derkderpderp]

Dude?this sucks big time. But everybody who posted here is right,its only a select few who act like turds,so forget them.
They suck and u know it,theyd probably be angry if they were in your position,but ignore them.
There are lotsa people on this forum who arent judgemental,by lotsa people i really mean the majority,because if they werent then this forum wouldnt have so many members or be so helpful.
So forget the noobs who havent made you feel welcome,the rest of us on this forum are here to help,just ask and im sure as hell,nearly ANYBODY will help you just like how theyd help others,why?because we're a community and most of us know how sucky it is to be judged.
Pm me if you want to talk.

[Evermore]

I apologize for what I put earlier, I was in a bad mood and that was wrong of me. I don't know you so I shouldn't just judge like that.

[drewlink99]

I apologize for what I put earlier, I was in a bad mood and that was wrong of me. I don't know you so I shouldn't just judge like that.


Thank you, you don't know how much that means to me.

[overcome.]

This is a shame. I don't know the story behind this, nor did I see any of your 'original' posts or a thread, but it's not right that you got treated this way. As you can see in this thread though, there are many people here, including me that would like the opportunity to help you. Just because you've received negative feedback, doesn't mean all of us are here to judge and tell you to leave. You're as welcome here as anybody else is who browses this site.

[TakeMyHand]

You can talk to me about anything. I'm not sure why anyone would tell you to leave or anything, we're all here for help. PM me if you feel like it, maybe talking to someone one on one will be easier?

[drewlink99]

thank you all for showing me that the whole site isn't a waste

[Alec75]

man im sorry to hear that :s
but you know many people do care you can talk to any of us about anything im here to help too
PM me about anything you need, i dont crticize about anything i do my best to help

[Kaya]

Drewlink99: I am always here 2 talk. I dont judge, and I'll always listen. PM me anytime.