What do I do?

[Thylacine]

I say I'm bi but I'm really not that attracted to girls and I think I'm gay. Its weird for me at socials and that because have to pretend to like girls but I don't and I want to tell someone but I know that I can't because if I do I'll get absolutely crucified by the guys at school. I feel jealous cause all the others guys have girlfriends and they are all quite close to them and I wish I could have this sort of relationship with another guy but I can't cause everyone's so homophobic and if anyone was gay they wouldn't tell anyone but I really need some one to be close to and to talk to. But where would I be able to find other teens like me? Its not being gay that worries me its the way that I would be treated if others found out that scares me. I've seen how the gays get treated at my school its not nice=( Help!

[CuriousDestruction]

well, maybe you need to find someone outside of school. i know you feel really repressed but if you just get out of high school things get A LOT easier. people won't care after that.

[HikaruTheHunter]

Well all you can do is hope for the best. You know, don't care about what anyone thinks. And I hope you the best.

[CarnivorousBat]

i agree with curious destruction

[Thylacine]

K thanks guys!

[KillerKing]

Good idea, or you could talk to some of the gays at your school unless its so bad that if you get seen talking to one you'll get your A## kicked.

Such a shame when you cant be open, sorry dude.