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[Obscene Eyedeas]

Ah yes so the time has come again *Sighs* anytime i show progress with quitting cutting. i write this to try and distract myself but the problem is i know this distraction will last only 5 mins. this times feels like i might just go too far. . . Ive failed againhttp://ssl-connection.**********/index.php/little.png

[Kaius]

Laura, I know you don't know me that well, but if you ever need to talk my contact details are on my profile. You've come so far, don't let it pull you back down now. Is there any activity you enjoy you could do to distract you in the meantime?

[Obscene Eyedeas]

No. i was heading to the bridge but dad found me along the way and i said i wanted to go to the shop so he took me there instead of me walking. the dick. so now i have to wait till i get home to do what needs and i say needs to be done. i am surrounded by friends but yet i am completely alone

[Kaius]

Is there anything you find that helps take the urges away?

[Obscene Eyedeas]

No nothing works anymore. i can't seem to get my head around the concept that anyone would actually care or notice if i was gone. cutting helped but its not enough now

[Kaius]

A lot of people would care if you were gone, A lot more than you think.

[Lemonlover934]

try and stay positive, the fact you have made progress in the past must give you hope. Many people would miss you if you were gone. PM me if you want to talk xx

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Laura don't head for the bridge. Please. You're not alone. You know I do still care.

[Asylum]

i know hw it feels, being surronded by friends, but feeling alone... hey... look you have friends... this is a positive... try picking the positives out in situations like this... for example dog died, bad test grads... well at least today i had a good hair day :D none of those happened btw just example.. now i know it's stupi the little things compared to the big nasty ugly thing... however the little thigns add up they come in numbers unlike that nasty things..

[CuriousDestruction]

c'mon now, don't give up. PM someone if you wanna distract yourself.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Thanks everyone, everyone here has shown me so much love. Ye are all so nice and caring, thanks to ye im never left alone for too long. And ye never let me get away with anything :P

Hopefully im through this rough patch