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[Lemonlover934]

I haven't been happy in a while but i never really thought it was that serious

But i have got to the point where i can't take a pill without wanting to take a whole packet, or walk over a bridge without considering throwing myself off it and it is really scaring me.

I don't know what to do anymore

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Hun suicidal thoughts Are no joke. you sound like you have severe depression and you need to get help before you do something you will regret. tell your parents how you feel and get the help you deserve. just think Hun even if lifes not good now you have your whole life ahead of you and Ht will get better

[Lemonlover934]

My Mum knows i am unhappy she has seen scars, but she shrugs them off, and has even laughed and my dad isn't what you would call a good father and i am too scared to tell people whats running through my head x

[CuriousDestruction]

you may want to talk to a therapist or counselor hun. you sound really depressed.

[Harley Quinn]

I haven't been happy in a while but i never really thought it was that serious

But i have got to the point where i can't take a pill without wanting to take a whole packet, or walk over a bridge without considering throwing myself off it and it is really scaring me.

I don't know what to do anymore

I was like this, one day I walked home and where I live is this big motor way with a bridge stood there one day for about an hour just watching the cars drive past. I told my parents and they told me to talk to a teacher/someone in school that would help me and tbh they did because they were there.
You need to talk to someone about this because it end up nasty otherwises and that's NOT the right choice to make, talk to someone, get help and get better. <3 ~ Night

[Katrina]

You really sound suicidal. It can lead to fatal consequences. Please arrange to meet a counselor as soon as possible.

[Scarface]

suicide is a very serious thing you must also remember that its a PERMANENT choice. i suggest you go to your doctor and and reconsider the medication your taking. Don't be scared to talk to a therapist because what you say your going through is very serious. If you need to talk to someone im here for you PM me anytime. i hope this helps

[Lemonlover934]

thank you all. i am going to try and get the courage to go and speak to the school councillor. i am just so afraid of letting people in. i want to stop looking for ways out of this life. thank you for all your support x

[TakeMyHand]

I went and talked to my school councillor a few weeks ago. Sadly, it didn't help me much because I wasn't entirely honest about how bad everything was, so she didn't take it all that seriously. I'm thinking about going back and telling the full truth.

Don't make my mistake and hold some stuff back, be completely honest so they know exact what state you're really in.

Oh, and if you're unsure, I'm notsure... heheh... ehh, ok... :/