Botchy
March 10th, 2010, 01:10 PM
First off im not to populer at school i have Aspergers witch makes it hard to keep frineds im not to bright either. so this afternoon in school one of my best mates comes up to me and has a masive go at me.
Because i cant wright or spel very good witch makes me a "loser" and because i spend to much time on xbox never get out your house and apart from me and x and x have no frindes.
Then it gets worse he diggs in hard saying im a f****ed up retard who is a "spastic retard Diseases infested loser". So he is now just throwing abuse at me and i did not no how to come back.
i could go on and on about the convo but ther is no point, i thort he understood me and who i was i was wong.
I have worked hard to make frinds after moving back to a mainstreem school and was making some and now i am back to the start.
I was just starting to fit in and gain some Conferdence now it has gone. only today i gave him my old phone and now he dose this. The fact he is very populer meens due to peer prusser 2 of my other mates dont want to talk to me, im left with just one.
i am sad and dont no what to do now because he will go and say to everyone i am a retared loser even tho meny allready know. tbh as sad as it sounds football and xbox keep me gowing its going to be a long few years.
Sorry if this is was the wong place to post this mabey it should be in mental crisis because i cant work out why i am hear on earth
Because i cant wright or spel very good witch makes me a "loser" and because i spend to much time on xbox never get out your house and apart from me and x and x have no frindes.
Then it gets worse he diggs in hard saying im a f****ed up retard who is a "spastic retard Diseases infested loser". So he is now just throwing abuse at me and i did not no how to come back.
i could go on and on about the convo but ther is no point, i thort he understood me and who i was i was wong.
I have worked hard to make frinds after moving back to a mainstreem school and was making some and now i am back to the start.
I was just starting to fit in and gain some Conferdence now it has gone. only today i gave him my old phone and now he dose this. The fact he is very populer meens due to peer prusser 2 of my other mates dont want to talk to me, im left with just one.
i am sad and dont no what to do now because he will go and say to everyone i am a retared loser even tho meny allready know. tbh as sad as it sounds football and xbox keep me gowing its going to be a long few years.
Sorry if this is was the wong place to post this mabey it should be in mental crisis because i cant work out why i am hear on earth