Update on "Should I open up to him?"

[Ticklish613]

Okayy soo that post doesnt even matter anymore,he hasn't talked to me for over a week now. &I texted him three times no answer. So whatever, it sucks and some of you might call me stupid for likeing someone who doesn't live by me but I dont care. Im not the only one in the world who has. But him saying all that shit to me and then completely stop talking to me hurts alot, and I have to move on once again.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Hun you're not stupid. your a teenager and liking a person doesn't matter on where they live. i like someone and they couldn't live farther away. the problem is as teenagers most of us will experience love and loss. it hurts you a lot i know. but sometimes its not meant to be and hopefully you will find someone even better. if you would like to talk drop me a pm

[TakeMyHand]

Same thing happened with the first girl I ever liked at school last year (and the beginning of this year). I thought I was in love, it felt liked I'd finally met someone real who would understand me and I spent 6 months practically obsessing and planning to ask her out. But when 2 months passed after I did ask her out and she still couldn't make time, and then 2 weeks passed where she didn't even answer 3 messages I sent each 4 or 5 days apart, and then when I finally DID talk to her she merely said "Oh yeah, sorry I didn't reply to your messages" and then logged off and didn't say anything else, I finally realized it was never going to happen.

But it is so hard to give her up. I'm still not over it and just when I think I've moved on, I see her in school talking and laughing with her other friends and I just can't stop myself from crying. But I just remind myself that someone like her wouldn't even be right for me anyway, and that she really wasn't the person I thought she was, so it's best this way. I hate feeling so alone, there's no one that thinks like I do, no one I connect with. All I want is someone who actually is as beautiful on the inside as they pretend to be, not all these fakes who don't really care about anyone.