my own confession

[Asylum]

this is my confession

this world seems dark and dim
now that things have changed
once lovers now parted
and now my world has fallen
i never thought it end so soon

i can't move on,
i can't forget
my heart screams your name
you are the very breath that gives me life
the one true and only happiness i've ever had

i've never felt closer to another
i can't let you go.
what we had wasn't something common,
it was magical
it was a dream, one that was my reality

i don't want the dream to end,
i love everything about you
i feel scared because i might lose you
i can't hide my feelings,
nor can i get over them

i dont' want to get over them
my love for you is very strong,
i'm scared of this feeling,
because it hurts so much
but i'm ready to confess i can't let you go.

from the first moment i saw you
i knew you were the one
i grew close so close to you
i even experience your emotions.
you are apart of me that i'm not willing to give away.

everything about you maks me fall deeper into love
your blue eyes i lose myself in,
your smile wchich makes feel so happy with you
the warmth and touch of your skin makes me feel loved and warm
the smell of your hair still lingers...

i've never felt happier with another person
nor talked to one so much.
when i'm with you darkness seems to fade away
and everything seems to be ok
evyerhting is forgotten when i'm with you

it's like a spell,
one which i do not want release
i am captiated by your beuty and your grace
your smart and kind, and perfect in perhaps every way.
i just wish things could be ok

i never thought i would get married
or see myself with anyone in my life.
until i met you.
i saw a future with you, everything
i don't see my life without you in it..

i'm trapt and i'm falling fast into darkness
for fear of losing you..
this was my biggest fear..
i guess dreams die and fade...
but i have faith in this dream..

hope still lingers
and so does my love,
my love has grown stronger the days we've been apart
i feel like its a new beginging
where things are normal again.

you've brought me life,
a once numb heart now feels
i cna't get you out of my head...
nor stop the tears i've cried for you
i love you.... <3

[myskias]

i know how you feel.. no joke, i was in this same situation 2 weeks ago.. my bf broke up with me for my other good friend. it hurts :/

[Asylum]

aww geez... i'm so sorry *hugs* hey..if its ment to be its ment to be.. meanning if its written that she is suppsoed to be yours then she will end up back with you. luckily my bf and i are just taking a break... one which he says will be over soon :D