For All I Have Done

[Lemonlover934]

For All I Have Done

The streetlights go out at I pass,
Unable to light such a lie,
I stumble home, shut the door,
This will be the night I die,
I sit alone, calm and composed,
Watching the blood coarse through each vein,
Fixated on my final goal,
These aren’t the thoughts of one who is sane,
I hold a blade nimbly in my hand,
Into my wrist I drive,
No tears, no emotion,
The pain making me feel alive,

I sit quietly,
The blood seeping from the cut,
Dripping slowly from my arm,
Repent for being a dirty slut,
The temptation I couldn’t resist,
It must end,
Cold and alone,
Without a friend,
I drove them all away,
Gone everyone who meant so much,
My apologies mean nothing now,
At my faltering heart I do clutch,

Feeling life slip away,
Reminders of my deadly sin,
For all I did wrong,
His smell all over my skin,
This end I should have known,
My swift fall from grace,
All the lies exposed,
Nothing compared to the pain on my loves face,
Now he is free from the misery I bring,
Away from all I have done,
He will be free,
Once I am gone.

Comments Welcome, I know the writing is not amazing
Just something i wanted to write x