i feel guilty for getting annoyed about it :/

[georgiamay]

tomorrow it will be one year since my great nan died. it wasn't a shock when she died, she was old and was in and out of hospital for ages... but my nan and my dad and my aunt are going out to celebrate her life tomorrow, and i'm kind of annoyed that they don't want me to be there. they want it to be just the three of them. i can completely understand this, but at the same time, i want to do something to celebrate her life and mourn her death, but its hard to when my mum is dragging me away for my cousins birthday party. i said i didn't want to go but she said "tell your dad that she's going to be 30, and you dont want to miss it" so i just gave in because she kept nagging me. i really don't feel up to it, but i would feel guilty for missing it.

i understand why they want it to be just the 3 of them, but i want to do something to celebrate her life...

towards the end of the month it will be one year since my step-nan died. March was not a good month last year. We're all going out for this though, because this was a shock. she wasn't old, she was actually hit by lorry, so no one was expecting it.

i dont know why i'm annoyed that i can't go tomorrow, because i completely understand why, but i just want to go, even though i know i cant...sorry for the rant

[Mr. Smithers]

I understand how you feel completely.

You have any pictures of her? You always make a scrapbook of pictures of her and write nice things about her, or things that you liked about her.

I'm very sorry for both your loses. You have every right to be upset about that.

[CuriousDestruction]

i'm sorry for your loss, and i think you should do something. get pictures or video clips of her like august said. you can also just write about her and read it aloud to your 'rents. i hope you find something.