Its a weird feeling

[OnlyByTheNight.]

I have this weird feeling. It am content and happy with me committing suicide.
I dont know why, but i cant stop thinking bout it. I have it half planned and I am actually happy with it. I dont care about life anymore. The good and the bad are just not affecting me anymore. Its weird but I'm happy.

[BeautifulDisaster]

I can relate to that feeling, but it'll drastically change if you succeed. Trust me.

Get help.

[Magus]

What happiness? That's a lie and not happiness. You are lying to your self that you are happy, you are not. And you won't be happy after death. Truth isn't far either.

Go out, inhale fresh air, meet new people; enjoy freedom, don't constrain yourself. You will leave only once in this world. The next world is not a happy one, no matter what.

[nick]

Please just keep it as a thought. There's so much more yet to come, dont just throw it all away. <3

[Aspiringanonymous]

Ah, that eerie sense of calm. It is not uncommon for people to experience this prior to a suicide attempt.

It's probably better to not trust that feeling - it's much more dangerous than it appears.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Dont do it. i know that feeling i've felt it often and its a complete lie don't let it trap you. don't listen to it. and do you really wanna hurt your friends? and michael. You can get through this and i believe in you Hun. stay strong

[CuriousDestruction]

happiness is a naturally strange thing. sometimes i wonder why people are happy at all. it doesn't surprise me that something so inviting and welcoming as death provokes happiness. yet as inviting as it is, death is a liar. upon meeting death we find despair. we find loneliness. it is only in life that we find company, and love. i hope that thought of suicide remains a thought. and if it's not, you can PM me to talk. just remember, everyone dies alone, everyone.

[TakeMyHand]

Please don't talk like that, you don't want to kill yourself, what you want is a better life, not the lack of one in the first place. I wish I knew what exactly is bothering you, I will check some of your older posts to find out if you don't mind. Just remember there is still so much worth while in the world, you can always start over, and there will always be someone out there who cares, the trick is to find the right people.

[songboy]

dude all I can say is don't kill ur self