Hypocrite

[BeautifulDisaster]

Yeah yeah, here's the hypocrite.

I'm considering taking an overdose.
(yet again.
I'm practically known in the A&E department at hospital for overdosing.
Bet I must look like a right failure can't even off myself.)

I'm lying here with music on crying and feeling incredibly anxious, suicidal and hopeless

I just don't know what to do.
so...
i'm posting.
like a hypocrite.
:hmm:<_<

[Asylum]

ok first thing... close your eyes take deep breathes focus on breathing.. get rid of the meds... chuk them out the window... perhaps call someone... get someone up in your hosue awake.. don't be alone.. nothing is ever hopelesss, you can overcome this... listen to happy music think of good times... suicide is never the answer.. permanent solution to a problem that will go away, to emotions that will go away... i suggest calling a helpline PM me... if you don't want to talk to a helpline or to friends or adults...

[Aspiringanonymous]

Post more, if it helps at all.

Do whatever you need to do; there is no need to hesitate.

It will come, and it will go.

Stay strong. :hug3:

[CuriousDestruction]

look, take a breath, exhale. listen. we live in a very screwed up reality. full of contradictions and stupidity. yet it's the only thing here for us. for better or worse this is it. this is life. do you really want to lose that? do you really want to give that up? i don't think you do. you are a beautiful young girl with loads to live for. there are a lot of opportunities for you here in this life of ours. why not try to make the best of it? PM me if you wanna talk.

[Scarface]

i would say that you need to get on the phone and talk to someone. i have been in the hospital numerous times for over doses on my anti-depressents and anxiety medication. i know how you feel right now and i want to let you know that im here for you. pm me if you need to talk

[BeautifulDisaster]

yeah i've overdosed more than 20 times since 06, i fail at trying to kill myself , been trying since i was 8, hilarious really.

-.-