Where to start :(

[TheWizard]

I don't even know where to start to tell what's going on in my head. I'm so depressed I want to kill myself. (Don't worry I won't)

I feel so alone sitting in front of the computer staring at the screen in my room. I can't keep focused on the screen so its really strange.

[Waiting]

man
im so sorry to hear ure feelign so low
(and why hasnt anybody replied to this???)

whats going on dude to make u feel this low again...
whatever it is i hope it gets better
u deserve the best
xxx

[TheWizard]

man
im so sorry to hear ure feelign so low
(and why hasnt anybody replied to this???)

whats going on dude to make u feel this low again...
whatever it is i hope it gets better
u deserve the best
xxx


No one responded (other than you) because no one cares. I'm just a screen name and thats all I ever will be..

[northskater110]

wiz man,
FIRST OF ALL, SHUT UP ABOUT u being just a screen name. a bunch of people like me really appreciate ur help,thoughts, and ur smiling presense here at vt. i mean dude, without u, this site would S-U-C-K (sry for bad lingo, but its true) dude, i have a saying that i think would be good for you, two actually

"whatever doesnt kill you only makes you stronger"

"when the going gets tough, bear down and take it head on"

pm me if you need anyy more help




o yea, and I CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Zazu]

Well, dont say ur not anyone cos everyone is someone!! I know how you feel because i used to just sit infront of my computer and no nothing but play on it all evening, i evetualy knew i had to do something so i got myself into photography (DSLR stuff). And i also got my self into playing rugby and tennis. So bascialy, get out there and do something, im sure there's soemthing that you are good at, and dont feel like your only a screen name, im sure youre a really great guy!!! If you wanna talk then u r welcome to add me on msn :) ([email protected])

[-Silence]

Josh,
You are more than a screen-name. You are the person that has brought all of us together. You made a support-group, hun you've helped so many people.

Like Patch asked, what has brought you down so low? I know I'm alittle late but are you feeling any better?

I hope you feel better soon, you definetly deserve it.

:hug:

[TheWizard]

I still feel super depressed. I try to post happy posts to conceal my depression so no one knows how much I hurt inside. Life doesn't seem worth it.

[LIsailer19]

Josh, i had a similar problem like 2 years ago. it was hell so i know how you feel. you need to think of whatever makes you happy, and go out there and do it. i dont fully remember what got me out of depression (i think it was summer) but you may be able to google it and find ways to get out of depression. also, depression is a real medical condition. if it gets worse, you may want to ask you mother about seeing a doctor or physcritrist. hang in there. lets try to turn this :blue: into this :lol3:

[Whisper]

I still feel super depressed. I try to post happy posts to conceal my depression so no one knows how much I hurt inside. Life doesn't seem worth it.

Hun i'm sorry it took me so long to respond I didnt even see that anyone had posted in here I never had a new message alert

Josh you are not just a screen name, you are among the bravest i've ever met. You go through allot everyday, yet you manage to deal with it so incredibly well. You always hold your head up high, you always try no matter the odds (member when they said VT would never be a success).

YOu do allot Josh and although me and you have had our squirmishes in the past I still know that your a great guy
You give without any thought of reward
you help without concern for yourself

You have a very big heart my friend
You and this site that you created have helped me a great deal and i will NEVER forget that
you have created a link a way for me to reach out and talk

I'm sorry your depressed hun
you aren't nothing
you matter a great deal
Your one of the very few people on this site that actually reads all the posts
you really do care about us and I assure you hun we care about you

If you need to talk to someone
if you need a shoulder to lean on
I will always be here
always

~xXx~

[northskater110]

dude, i felt the same way for a month, and yes, this life is worth it. U only got one shot! then ul be in heaven with everlasting happiness, with me (rofl, on second thought, il b in hell, but thats another story)pm me if u need any help

[TheWizard]

I'm feeling better now. Sorry I kept you all from helping someone else who needs it more than me.

[Whisper]

I'm feeling better now. Sorry I kept you all from helping someone else who needs it more than me.

Are you sure your okay?
Josh you're a very important member of this site and you mean a great deal to allot of us
you've done allot for us and we will always be here for you
don't forget that

[Waiting]

dont be silly josh
you know more then anybody, that everybody on this site are equal
that means u deserve our help just as much as everybody else
it was no trouble
Xxx

[Φρανκομβριτ]

Josh, I'm suprised I missed your post. You are this site. You are amazing. This site means a lot to alot of people. You're fucking amazing. You have a lot of intalect. Look what you've created. This is amazing. Youre amazing. Talk to me.

[northskater110]

we are just happy ur feeling better!

[Activate]

Josh is sexy... :)
Anyway, people must think your important since you have the highest rep out of anyone on the forums!

[some1]

Aw geez, I can't believe I overlooked this post. Sorry to hear you've been feeling bad. Glad you're feeling better.

Josh, because you made this site, you are awesome. You know why you're awesome? Cuz you're awesome. When I found this site, I got better instantly knowing there are other I could reach out to and vice versa.

Listen, this is gonna sound weird, but hey, I'm weird. Josh, you are my babycakes, ok? From now on, you are not Josh to me, you are babycakes. (or would you like me to change that nickname? up to you)

and when you feel depressed again, everyone here is going to come to YOU. am I right?

Actually, you kno wat? calling you babycakes is kinda weird....I'll stick to Josh...

[Rooster]

U ain't jest some screen name. You make alot of difference to alot of people. Don't lose sight of that.