I don't understand.

[screamtobeheard]

I don't know if this is in the right place, but it seemed right to me.

I was having a great two days. Swim practice was fun yesterday and this morning. I was talking to this guy I might possibly like and having fun with my friends. And I went to a sweet 16 today.

Then I got home. And all of a sudden for no apparent reason, I'm in a terrible mood. I feel almost the same way I would if I had just been screamed at or beaten or something. I feel worthless and useless. And I don't know why. I really hate that I'm such a freak. I don't understand what the hell is wrong with me...

[Mattasaur94]

Don't freak out, your not a weirdo/freak. It's all good.
While your body is growing it'll need to stabalise hormones and chemicals in your body, mood swings can be caused from alot of things, not just mental illnesses.
Alot of women and growing girls go through this, it's nothing crazy. (:
What it is, usually, is either from a hormonal imbalance or an emotional reaction to something, whilst you mightn't be angry, sometimes your body, after being so happy or estatic, will alter the emotions to release any building tension.

Usually, there shouldn't be anything wrong with you, if your worried, go see a doctor, you should be fine. Diet also helps, what you eat and drink will affect your hormones and the physiological balence in your mind. Your body is just one big organism with a group of organs and systems trying to work together.
Eat healthy, sleep well and enjoy your time with the boy. :)
Releasing anger, even if uncalled for, isn't bad for your body.

[screamtobeheard]

Thanks. (: As long as I'm not a freak, I'm good.

[BeautifulDisaster]

You're a teenager, you're bound to have mood swings, for no reason at all, but they'll pass.

[Scarface]

well #1 your not a freak this is just hormones it a mood swing they happen to everyone there nothing wrong with you. im glad you came here to talk about it if you need someone to talk to im all ears feel free to pm anytime! untill then keep your head up