ErykaInspire.
February 27th, 2010, 10:07 PM
A nightmare that I had last night... I literally woke up screaming :/
EDIT????
I'm dazed and confused
laying in a hospital bed.
Doctors are telling me it'll be okay..
"Your baby is dead."
Tears quickly fill my eyes
and I become even more confused.
They start to bring out the tools
that I'm guessing will be used.
The room is spinning and it won't stop.
I lean over the bed and heave
Bitter tasting blood hits the floor.
The pain in my stomach won't leave.
Doctor, Help me. Take away the pain.
They tell me to relax, it'll be just fine.
How dare you tell me such lies
when I lost a baby that was mine.
The lights grow brighter
and the doctors move around.
I try to see what they're doing,
but they aren't making a sound.
I feel a doctor prick my arm
and everything starts to go numb.
He take a tool and jams it in;
the most pain I can succumb.
Then he takes that out,
and I can tell I'm bleeding.
He takes something bigger,
and repeats without heeding.
I feel a sharp tug,
then my baby is gone,
I start screaming in pain;
this is so wrong.
I jolt up from my bed,
and scream in the night.
My head is spinning
and I don't feel right.
You tell me it's fine,
that it was just a dream.
You try to comfort me,
as I explain my scream.
You tell me i'm fine
and to go back to bed.
How can you expect me to?
My baby is dead.
Before I know it,
I'm shaken awake.
I was whimpering in my sleep,
with an uncontrollable shake.
Nightmares have taken over,
starting to get worse.
I haven't slept in days,
what blessed me with this curse?
I just want to rest my eyes
without death waiting for me.
I want to have a dream
where I can wake up happily.
EDIT????
I'm dazed and confused
laying in a hospital bed.
Doctors are telling me it'll be okay..
"Your baby is dead."
Tears quickly fill my eyes
and I become even more confused.
They start to bring out the tools
that I'm guessing will be used.
The room is spinning and it won't stop.
I lean over the bed and heave
Bitter tasting blood hits the floor.
The pain in my stomach won't leave.
Doctor, Help me. Take away the pain.
They tell me to relax, it'll be just fine.
How dare you tell me such lies
when I lost a baby that was mine.
The lights grow brighter
and the doctors move around.
I try to see what they're doing,
but they aren't making a sound.
I feel a doctor prick my arm
and everything starts to go numb.
He take a tool and jams it in;
the most pain I can succumb.
Then he takes that out,
and I can tell I'm bleeding.
He takes something bigger,
and repeats without heeding.
I feel a sharp tug,
then my baby is gone,
I start screaming in pain;
this is so wrong.
I jolt up from my bed,
and scream in the night.
My head is spinning
and I don't feel right.
You tell me it's fine,
that it was just a dream.
You try to comfort me,
as I explain my scream.
You tell me i'm fine
and to go back to bed.
How can you expect me to?
My baby is dead.
Before I know it,
I'm shaken awake.
I was whimpering in my sleep,
with an uncontrollable shake.
Nightmares have taken over,
starting to get worse.
I haven't slept in days,
what blessed me with this curse?
I just want to rest my eyes
without death waiting for me.
I want to have a dream
where I can wake up happily.