I'm confused by my feelings?

[porcelina]

Lately I've noticed that I've been getting weird feelings for one of my best friends. I tell her everything and we're really close. In my head I've thought of things like kissing pretty frequently, but the weird thing is that when I see her I don't really feel any sort of physical attraction and I don't think I'd want to go there. We're close emotionally, and that's why I'm confused. Sometimes when I see her my heart beats faster but that's about it. I've just found myself wanting to be around her more, trying to dress like her, and look like her. In a way I'm sort of jealous because I feel like she's a lot prettier and smarter than I am. I've experienced this before with another girl that I really looked up to, and who was like a sister to me. Is this normal? Is it just a "girl crush" or could it mean i'm bi/bi-curious?

[KChiChi]

yeah... i read a magazine and it said it's called an idol crush. well, i don't know about the kissing and stuff... but the rest basically explains how people would react to someone they hold on a pedastal. this friend of yours sound amazing.x

[Mr. Smithers]

If you have those kinds of feelings, you might be curious. It sounds like you are attracted to her. If you have thoughts of kissing her, then I would say you are curious.

[porcelina]

Yeah, that's what I was thinking. I'm just not sure because I don't really feel that attraction when I see her in person and I'd much rather have a friendship with her than a romantic relationship.