Am I 100% Sane?

[Magus]

I don't think I suffer from anything. Well, I guess I will consider my self lucky, especially that is my parents are from the same family.

I heard that cousin's marriage will cause children to have mental defects.
Boy, I am way too lucky.

[Sapphire]

Are your cousins closely related?

[Magus]

Are your cousins closely related?

You mean my father and mother, right?

Their fathers(who are brothers, who are my grandfathers) have different mothers.

So, my father and my mother Grandfather is one.

[Sapphire]

I didn't mean in relation to you. I meant in relation to each other. Are they first cousins, second cousins or what?

Either way, the likelihood of mental and physical abnormalities in their offspring is increased. But there is no certainty that they will be abnormal in those ways.

[Magus]

I didn't mean in relation to you. I meant in relation to each other. Are they first cousins, second cousins or what?.

First cousins. I heard that any ways, I didn't bother checking.

But, I am not ADD/ADHD, Bi-Polar, OCD or Schizophrenic. I am sure of that, but how do I know I have one, or any symptoms there to be seen visibly.

Or even different illness. Perhaps some Psychosocial disorder. Psychosis or Psychedelia.

I though I am a pedophile or gay and yet sexually twisted. But these thing are started to decline each day. I feel like...normal

Sometimes, I just stare at emptiness and become aware and unaware at the sometime. My classmate are calling me and I can hear them, but I am not responding. << What is this exactly, happens seldom, but not much.

[Sapphire]

Are you choosing to not respond to them?

If you are not being hindered in your daily life by anything (hallucinations, explainable and extreme mood swings etc) then you don't have anything to worry about.

Tbh, it sounds like you are looking for something to be wrong with you. Why do you suppose that is?
How is everything in your life at the moment?

[Magus]

Are you choosing to not respond to them?

If you are not being hindered in your daily life by anything (hallucinations, explainable and extreme mood swings etc) then you don't have anything to worry about.

Tbh, it sounds like you are looking for something to be wrong with you. Why do you suppose that is?
How is everything in your life at the moment?

To answer the first question, my body is not responding, I can sense everything. but than it feels like stasis. Seems like the "old hag" effect, except this is in day and real time. But this ends in a few seconds later after what I really need to move. This is a quite a seldom case.

Well, I don't hallucinate much, in fact I never had hallucinations.

Extreme Mood disorders, I don't think so. But I get aggravated and angry too quickly and with out second thought.

I don't know. But, I feel sound and ok. I don't need to be ill, I am glad and extremely lucky that I am not having any troubles.

Everything is fine, but I am paranoid with my studies.
Parents are doing good job in taking care of me.
Have 1 best friend that I trust, the rest are hypocrites and opportunists.

Hmmm..... I get to see a lot of double vision. When I first came here, and with the forever blue theme, I had one there.

It felt like I came here, to this site. But, yet it didn't happen. But than I speculate if I did came, than what's with the double vision.

EDIT

By double vision, I mean deja vous. Or how ever it is spelled.

[Sapphire]

You could probably benefit from doing some work on your anger but tbh that sounds like it.

And, btw, deja vu isn't a sign of mental illness.

[Magus]

You could probably benefit from doing some work on your anger but tbh that sounds like it.

And, btw, deja vu isn't a sign of mental illness.

Jeez. You should see the work of the anger. Broken vases, broken Doorknobs, broken school chairs, broken noses, broken remote control.

When I get angry and what ever comes by my hand, I just flung it and or throw it down and intend to make commotion.

I just shout and when it is over and try to relax, and I am like "WoW, did Godzilla payed us a visit?"

And, yeah. When I am confined or at home I just hit my head hard.

That's about it, I am angry and it runs in the family.

I am renowned to be cool, but when I am mad, you will see the madness it self.

I get a lot of Deja vous! Make it stop!!!

[Sapphire]

I advise you look into ways of managing and controlling your anger.
Your doctor may be able to put you in touch with someone who can help you or, if you have the self motivation, get yourself some self help materials to address this.

[tyciol]

Hm, 100% seems too perfect, I'm not sure I'd think ANYONE was that perfect. More than likely, the various disorders out there might correlate to the random thoughts and mood swings people have for brief periods in their thought process like on a 0.05% basis, lol

[Magus]

I don't know much about that. I don't get angry easily. But when I do. I don't just give a scream.