Cutting

[Suicide1995]

I cut myself once at home and once at school with a pair of scissors. I am so depressed about my life. I am made fun of everywhere at school at home

[Marcie]

I cut myself once at home and once at school with a pair of scissors. I am so depressed about my life. I am made fun of everywhere at school at home

I'm really sorry you are treated like that. :/
Was that your first time cutting?

[Suicide1995]

No, I cut myself before that

[Fiction]

I know how you feel i'm made fun of everywhere too. Why did you cut? What where your exact feelings when you did? And what advice where you looking for? How to stop or what? Pm me if you want to talk x

[1_21Guns]

Hun, your probably going to hear this 1000 times, but I bet it feels real good when you cut, makes it all feel better for 5 minutes or however doesn't it?
Its not better though, and its never going to make you feel less depressed about your life, if anything its going to make it all feel worse.
You can PM me if you ever need to talk to someone, i've been in a similar place to you, as have a fair proportion of the people on here. You'll be able to find someone to talk too.

[ilovegirls15]

ouch.....im sorry!!!!! :(

[Suicide1995]

I am going to cut myself until I DIE i can not deal with this anymore if i succeed i will not because if i don't i will be back

[CuriousDestruction]

i'm sorry. PM me if you wanna talk.

[CuriousDestruction]

whoa, okay, hold up. didn't see the post above. don't do that Blaine. calm down. PM me. don't hurt yourself. please.

[Suicide1995]

CRAP! I did not succeed in my attempt to be happy o well there is always next time

[Suicide1995]

can not deal with it anymore i can not even commit suicide i am such a loser i can not even do that OMG

[BeautifulDisaster]

Yeah, know how that feels, but tbh, it isn't worth it, you gonna let those people win or are you gonna stand up & show them otherwise?

[Suicide1995]

I just feel like it is hard to go on without cutting

[BeautifulDisaster]

I've been a self harmer since I was 7, I'm now 17, let me ask you something;
would you rather be free of this, able to live life without it, or stuck with it, as well as permanent scars?

It's dangerous, addictive and life ruining.
Don't fall down that path.

I've hit veins before, & I've nearly died from how severe my self harming has been, do you want that?

I remember regretting it as soon as the blood squirted out from the vein, I remember feeling so scared, and going into shock, and panicking, and shaking, and feeling as if this truly was the end.

I also remember the countless times I've overdosed, and many of the lethal attempts, I remember feeling very frightened when the OD kicked in, I remember trying to throw up to get the tablets out of me, I remember being told my heart could have stopped and I cried my eyes out, I remember having a convulsion and it scared the shit out of me, I've regretted doing it after I do it(that's the shitty thing about being impulsive), so trust me when I say you will too.

A good friend of mine killed himself, it was extremely painful, he went into liver failure, caused by an overdose.
He regretted it.
So damn much.
It isn't something you want.

I've tried to kill myself since I was 8 years old, it's NOT something you want to succeed at, it's scary as hell, & you'd think I'd learn from it but I didn't, I still am suicidal, but in the end, it takes a hell of a lot to kill yourself, why not put that effort into LIVING? It's what I'm trying to do.

Your choice.

I'd recommend seeing a professional if these feelings persist.

Good luck.

[georgiamay]

i would recomend finding a distraction. anything will do. preferably something you enjoy, that seems to work the most, but counting to ten slowly (i know it sounds stupid) will help, it makes you think more rationally rather than impulsively.

i feel like a hypocrite now, but i've tried these things, and they all work for a while, but i somehow managed to slip up and have a relapse because my distractions didn't seem to be working anymore, because they got boring, so i think changing your distraction on a regular basis would help, so it is new to you.

until these feelings go away, and you no longer feel the urge to cut. That's what i'm trying to do.

good luck! i hope i was some help.

[Cloud]

I am made fun of everywhere at school at home

yea heres a little reason for the possibilities of why thats happening
I am going to cut myself until I DIE i can not deal with this anymore if i succeed i will not because if i don't i will be back

I am so depressed about my life.

CRAP! I did not succeed in my attempt to be happy o well there is always next time

can not deal with it anymore i can not even commit suicide i am such a loser i can not even do that OMG

I just feel like it is hard to go on without cutting

Yes
well done for causing people to dislike you
no ones likes a negative
so why not do the smart thing
and try being positive
instead of a complete and utter depressive failure
positivity goes along way with people
and it makes you more likable
oh and get a bit of self confidence
try that
and on the teeny chance it fails
then you can bitch about your attempt for happiness failing

[pageplant77]

Please don't hurt yourself. even if things seem to be dark, just don't let things get you down, and the sun will come out

[Suicide1995]

I need someone to talk to i am thinking of cutting again my parents are yelling at me everyone is getting mad at me i can not stand this anymore i want to cut like right now but i am trying to stop HELP ME!!!!