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lysiaboy
February 25th, 2010, 01:54 PM
hello everyone, my name is ... well lets leave it a j but you can call me lysiaboy:cool:. this is one of my first posts on this (excellent) website. so, gonna get a few facts of my life first:

I had leukimia (a blood cancer) when i was 2. I survived (just) but the steroid which saved my life also made me obese and gave me chronic excsma.
since then, I steadily built up my confidence socially and phisically.

but in 2004, my mother died of brain cancer. she was very close to me and I was completely devastated by her depature. I was in pychiatric therapy for months. even now, where my busy life rules out any time to dwell on my loss, I still miss her.

because of my loss, I have developed an extreme phobia of bees/wasps. if I am even in the same room as one then I burst out into tears and run out of
the room.
since them, I have come out of my shell, and have developed a new role as a class clown. this badly affects my grades. I want to stop but I think that my popularity would suffer If I did.

lately, I have discovered that I am bisexual. I want to come out to my (true) friends about it, but I am scared.

so that is my story, not much, I know, but still. if you have any comments or advice about this, then feel free to ask.

best regards, lysiaboy

KChiChi
February 25th, 2010, 02:09 PM
wow... you've been through a lot... hi, i'm arafa and i'm bi. ok, only on this website i'm bi.. no one else knows about my bi-ness (lawl) and i'm bi-polar. i've never gone through anything close to what you've gone through so in my innocent eyes, you're quite a hero. x
oh, and smile everyday 'cause you're truly special.

CuriousDestruction
February 25th, 2010, 10:34 PM
wow, that's a lot to go through. i'm sorry for your lost. i also HATE bees but not in that way. they just make me wanna shoot something. i know it's hard to come out to your friends and vt would love to help you, just ask anyone for advice how. anyway, welcome to vt.

BeautifulDisaster
February 26th, 2010, 02:54 PM
You need to learn to not care about what others think, so you're bisexual, I am too, if people have a problem with it, they're not worth it.