Indeedsman88
February 24th, 2010, 09:50 PM
Hello folks, My name is Durell and I am 21 years old.
I once had ambitions to find someone that I could love and share the rest of my life with. I loved myself and the friends I had, That is no longer the case. Everyday I look in the mirror and see some dark, long neck, big nose, beady eyed, unfit, klutz that can't do a damned thing right no matter how hard I tried. I can't TELL you all how many times I've been rejected by females and other things; and it's all so discouraging that I don't even know why I bother. I know that life is a painful experience and others have it harder than I do, but the only pain I feel is mine and I can't stand it. I can't live this facade for long. I haven't the strength for it.
I once had ambitions to find someone that I could love and share the rest of my life with. I loved myself and the friends I had, That is no longer the case. Everyday I look in the mirror and see some dark, long neck, big nose, beady eyed, unfit, klutz that can't do a damned thing right no matter how hard I tried. I can't TELL you all how many times I've been rejected by females and other things; and it's all so discouraging that I don't even know why I bother. I know that life is a painful experience and others have it harder than I do, but the only pain I feel is mine and I can't stand it. I can't live this facade for long. I haven't the strength for it.