Why me?! Disney Cruise nightmare...

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[Aηdy]

wow that was very long, i even got a programme to read it out. but anyway, that made me feel really emotional, its was like something you read in a book, only it was real. That even made me feel a bit sick in the stomache just reading it and i feel really sorry for you. but you have got to face the sad truth really, you probally will never see her again, your just going to have to get over her, i know it sounds hars and im really sorry, but its the truth and your just going to have to face up to it.

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[Aηdy]

I think you have just got to hold on to that 1 in a million chance that you can find a way of contacting her. i am really sorry for you. im sure you feel really shit, knowing that you could have gone and spoken to her and got some way of contacting her

--im just uploading an .mp3 of that long story

[Aηdy]

Why me?! Disney Cruise nightmare...(mp3) (http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/6/11/62374/speech.mp3)

[Glasgow]

Ok man, I am surpised i actually read that entire story, and while reading It i realised how lucky I am to have Heather in my home town, because i think i like her the same way u liked Betesy..

Anyways, Im really sorry to hear that you never even got to talk to her, but that is usually the way it happens. That story actually touched me.. I feel sad right now. First time i have felt sad in a long time. First off i want to thank you for your time to type that amazing story, I loved that story, I think I will save it.. Done. I am stumped on what to say, as im sure Andrew was too :P Because that story is just too great to even begin to touch on, From reading it I really want to meet you even more, and i would LOVE to talk to you on MSN about anything. If you got MSN, YIM, AIM, or Xfire, please PM me your username, and i will be happy to talk to you about this entire subject if you would like that. And wow, that story was truely touching as Andrew said already.. :) And again I am sorry, and i actually mean this, because i feel for you. First time i have ever really felt for anyone this much.. Wow...

Remember PM me if u got MSN, and if you dont pleaeeease get it, my username is [email protected]


Yours Truly,
Paul

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[Aηdy]

im gonna add you on msn when i get home from school tonight, or i might not be going cos i fell really rough. :(

But your right computer freak, that touched me too, and made me kinda sad

[TehBovril]

That happened to me one time (allthough it wasnt as sad as your story) and it sucks but theres not alot you can do. Hope you feel better soon xxx

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[LIsailer19]

i've been in similar situations. i know, it hurts. but dont worry, if you and her are really meant to be, your paths will cross again someday. :)

[kolte]

i read the whole story, i'm sorry, i know the feeling, of hating yoruself for not commiting. god i know the feeling T.T

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[nullandvoid123]

i read the whole story, i'm sorry, i know the feeling, of hating yoruself for not commiting. god i know the feeling T.T
Yeah, I hate it too. It sucks so bad knowing that I'm probably never going to see her again. I'm still going to hold onto that last scrap of hope though... It's all that's keeping me going right now.

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Why me?! Disney Cruise nightmare...(mp3) (http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/6/11/62374/speech.mp3)
lol i love that womans voice... so emotionless....

[Aηdy]

yeah i know lol. it helps if you read it through with that though.

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[Bobby]

Well your not crazy... you have a chance... just not a large one.

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[Activate]

Damn mate, that story made me teary, since I was in the same situation once. (In a hotel, not a cruise). I will tell the story some time :)

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[Glasgow]

Omg lol, your friend is immature.. Good luck once again

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[mr_smite1]

lol. too much :P

[nullandvoid123]

Yeah, like I said, you don't have to read the whole thing. Just a little bit and you'll understand.

[mRojas2000]

hello... sorry for that... why dont you try using www.zabasearch.com ?? really good to finding people... even tho im not sure if you can find teens, give it a try, i think they also give the phone numbers... just give it a try!! good luck!!

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[RowanVer.3.0]

Heheh. Call me jaded but, you're probably obssessing over her for nothing. Chances are, she's nothing like the person in your head. I've done it many times before, it's just a silly dream :)

Have fun though.

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[mr_smite1]

LOL that happenes to me alot. But the girl i am tracking always seems to become alusive and give the slip..

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[Aηdy]

you just gotta work up that courrage now. i know you can do it!!!

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[Aηdy]

so do i. good thinking!! i cant wait to find out if it is

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[Aηdy]

now that just doesnt help at all!! at least it still could be her

[mRojas2000]

Well, I finally got up the nerve to call the number, but no one answered. Just my luck. Well I'll try again tomorrow. I really hope it's her!


YOU GOT HER NUMBER!? :O

[Glasgow]

Possibly he did, i hope he did.

[Activate]

Well, if it isn't her phone number maybe you could give everyone her details you remember and we could give it a go too? Like we could search for this girl and try and get stuff about her too... Yes???

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[Charlotte]

The difference is we didn't die at the end. :P
Or at least not yet :P

I'm only kidding.

[Aηdy]

YOU GOT HER NUMBER!? :O

Yrah he managed to find a number of the internet that could be her, i sure hope it is

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[Glasgow]

Aww Zach, you can do it!

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[RowanVer.3.0]

Chill man, just wait it out. Betsey probably isn't even the one is what I meant with my last post. Real relationships don't happen like that is all I'm saying.

You'll find someone, just keep your eyes opened. There's a lot of girls you've never met. Sucks ass waiting, tell me about it, but best thing to do is to not think about it.

Good luck

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[Aηdy]

I think you should keep trying that number.

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[mRojas2000]

it would be awsome... but how did you manage to get her number!? and if it is... what the hell are you gonna do?! go to her city in train and find her under the rain, and kiss her, like you never did to someone!? WOW!!

[~Dazed&&Confused~]

dude if i were you just leave a message.. you have nothin to lose..

[mRojas2000]

put it this way: you saw a girl and you know you can meet her, and at least be with her with her a week (ie. a cruise :D ), and you def LOVE her, but you are just too shy to even talk to her... then, it comes the last moment where you can see her, and you STILL havent talked to her... you should at least ask her phone number, right!? but you dont do it... then you realize you were the stupidest person in the world for not asking her, andyou insanely look her all over the internet... you finally find something, but you are not sure if its her phone or not... you call it, but everytime you call, the message thing comes... I, being myself, would wait till someone answers, and ask if theres any betsey lives there... what would YOU do!? just leave a message knowing you love her (again, insanelly) or call and call and call..........?? what would anyone do!?

Miguel

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[~Dazed&&Confused~]

go for it man :D..

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[mRojas2000]

it would be awsome... so her last name its sassie??

[Activate]

Maybe you could get records of that Disney Cruise and get all her infomation xD

[mRojas2000]

Maybe you could get records of that Disney Cruise and get all her infomation xD

thats a good idea, but i dont think they will give it to him even tho he tells them that he loves her to death... most of those companies always say "people have privacy" and stupid stuff... might be possible tho, try doing it zach...

[Activate]

thats a good idea, but i dont think they will give it to him even tho he tells them that he loves her to death... most of those companies always say "people have privacy" and stupid stuff... might be possible tho, try doing it zach...
I wasn't being serious...

[northskater110]

that sucks, hope u see her again

[mRojas2000]

I wasn't being serious...

possible tho....

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[Bobby]

I'm sorry man. You have to hold on... and not let this take over you.

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[mRojas2000]

can i please know the destination of the cruise?

[Aηdy]

i think it said in the story, not quite sure tho

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[Bobby]

Sounds fun :)

[Activate]

Well, bad luck... Hope you find someone else then.

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[mr_smite1]

lol, but accept what you have, not what ifs.

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[mr_smite1]

lol, its not how u feel at the time, its what life gives you. You cant change that

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[Activate]

Life didn't do it to me, I did it to myself. I could have done something about it to make it better, but I was too nervous and let peer pressure talk me out of it. I'm a failure.
Your not a failure!
Trust me.. Every guy and girl is fridget in some way or the other. Just because you couldn't stand up to the girl of your dreams doesn't make you a failure.

[mRojas2000]

even betsey was afraid to talk to you... right!?

[Rooster]

Ya, that totally sucks man. There was this chick I was crazy about, and I spent two years searching for her. I did come across her a time or two, but never got the chance to talk to her. Then, I found one of her cousins and got her phone number. I knew it never woulda worked, so I called her, told her how I felt, and got some closer from it.

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[mRojas2000]

welcome back!! how was your vacation?? hope it was good...
im not sure what to say about the "now doing nothing for 15 years" thing, because, i mean, we are just teenagers... i dont want to low your faith, or self steem, but you are definatelly not going to last your whole life with betsey... is it YOUR fault, or HERS, i dont think you will even get to marry her... yes it might be cool to have someone you truly love at your side, and kinda feels that she loves you too, yes, its awsome because ive felt it, and once a girl that i really loved, also loved, and cared about me so much, that at some point it was annoing... but you gotta go with life... like i say "life happens" you just gotta keep going forward, and not looking back... it might be cool that you find betsey... i mean, i, live in italy, and you, i guess, live in the states, and over all the post you've written about her, someone can really feel that you love her, and you want her to be with you, but you gotta realize that it wont last forever being a teen, like most of us would like it to be with our own couples... like i said, you gotta go forward, and dont look back, its all past, and you gotta forget about it... think about this: yes in your story you said she was shy, and that you kinda felt that she likes you, but then suddently you find her after years of looking, and then she doesnt remembers you... it might happen like it always happens in the "happy endind movies" that you tell her everything, you ask her mary you, she says yes, and you live happy forever... BUT, what if she says no... im not trying to lower your self steem and your faith, im just trying to show you the real world, and you gotta realize all is real. this aint a happy ending movie. you are not god to decide eather she says yes or no. you gotta analize EVERY SINGLE thing that will/might happen before acting. you might be no one to her right now, just some dude she though was cute for two weeks... sorry if i was kinda crude, but its the real world, and life happens

peace
Miguel

edit: YOU more than ever should read, and re read this.
I know right now you are all really sad that you didnt have the chance to actually meet her. im putting this edit note because i just read in your signature "You write your own happy endings."
I have to agree, but there are lots or variables that you cant write.. people want to BE. they dont want their life written down, they have a destiny they need to choose... not god...

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[mRojas2000]

you still dont get what i mean... you cant write your own happy ending... only if its something by yourself, like a house proyect or something... you have to realize they can eather choose YES, or NO

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[mRojas2000]

but how would you feel if you did all that for nothing??
just... normal?? you gont be happy, will ya?

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[mRojas2000]

i hope you guys at least meet...

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[mRojas2000]

:) ..............

[bluemonick]

Too bad you didnt get her email.

Dont get upset, just learn from your mistakes.

Also, I think your ages are fine as long as your both under 18 for those kind of relationships.

[Rooster]

You spent two years looking for her and just gave up?

I don't consider it "giving up". I feel that it's best to let go in such cases. Besides, I found an even better chick I was with for a year after all this. My point is don't let her hold you back, and like you said you gotta live life to the fullest. And chasing rainbows (or girls) doesn't give you the full pot of gold. You get a hole in your heart. You need to move on as hard as that is sometimes. Because when you chase rainbows, it's more like a dog chasing it's tail. It hurts and goes no where. You need to let yourself run free.

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[Aηdy]

you shouldnt give up. but dont let if get to the piont where its the only thing your constantly thinking about. remember you have a life to live aswell, like school work ect.

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[Rooster]

Well, take as much time as you need. But just don't let this bring you to a place you don't want to go. It's gonna take a while, but I'm sure you'll move on, and that's healthier any way.

[Charlotte]

Finding this girl is a needle in a hay stack. I think you're wasting your time. You don't even know if Betsey feels the same way or has even forgetten about you. She may already have her eye on someone else. Even if you were to find her, do you expect to say "Hey I'm the Dude from the Disney Cruise Line" and she gives you a smile and a hug and it's all good? There are a ton of obsticles around you. One is her parents. I think you're giving yourself false hope.

Sorry :(

[mRojas2000]

thats what im trying to tell him...

[Betsey]

OMG!!!! Zach I've found you!

[mRojas2000]

LOL... who is this?

[Glasgow]

OMFG. Lol someone is just playing a cruel trick on Zach.. Fuck you whoever you are

[Rooster]

Ya, chisel some ice off that heart of yours or you're gonna cut yourself open. Glad you're banned...

[RowanVer.3.0]

OMG!!!! Zach I've found you!
Hehe.. I got a kick out of it :p.. Sorry.



-Rowan

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[Aηdy]

it was really fucking not needed, zach is already in a bad anough state already, and he doesnt need sad tossers like you to make it worse

[northskater110]

fuck u betsey.... u ass whole. sry z /\ ( |-| about that ass. i mean cmon, what a dirty trick! im glad u got banned

~grant

ps. i do hope u find the real "betsy"

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[mRojas2000]

how did you find out she was in st....... you should keep a diary on your diary of what you find and stuff...

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[~Dazed&&Confused~]

good luck man.. hope you find her :D..

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[mRojas2000]

my bday its around that date :P good luck, even tho you have tow wait alot of time

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[Φρανκομβριτ]

Oh man that sucks. I've had a smimilar thing happen. I was flirting with this guy across the hallways at the airport, but finally I had to check in, and he was in the same section for checking in as me, and his gate was beside mine. Wierd....


But anyways dude, I am so sorry. It sucks I know, but you will find someone else, though you may not want to. You can do it!!

[Activate]

Uhh, when you drive to St Louis how are you going to find her over 100,000 people?

[mRojas2000]

Yeah, my birthday is too. The 25th. When's yours?

the 6th

Uhh, when you drive to St Louis how are you going to find her over 100,000 people?

that was something i was also thinking!!

[Hyper]

And if you find her and tell her how you feel what do you think will happen after that? Most likely daddy will come with a shotgun :P

But yeah if its meant to be and you dont find her now im sure youl find her later sometime

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[~Dazed&&Confused~]

good luck man!..ahh st. louis.. 1991.. lol.. axl rose riot haha..

[Hyper]

Go Rock'n'Roll :P

[mRojas2000]

And if you find her and tell her how you feel what do you think will happen after that? Most likely daddy will come with a shotgun :P

But yeah if its meant to be and you dont find her now im sure youl find her later sometime


lol that made laugh...


I don't know dude. But I have to try.

its gonna be hard... get an hotel room, it might take you DAYS find her... and what it that isnt her city?... just wondering...

[mr_smite1]

Good lck m8, imagine finding her and she has a bf, or she forgot aobut u, or she dosent want 2 tlk 2 u :(

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[Maddi]

1 word. WOW. Um, Any guy that can say that and be honest, it's so meant to be. First off, age doesn't matter. EVER. So don't think about that. She's probably looking for you too, you know. It's amazing how beat up people get after falling in love with them. Just seeing them once and only once can change your life forever. You can't imagine never seeing them again. It's horrible to know that there is someone so wonderful out there..but you can't get to them. I personally wish you the best of luck finding her. Any girl would be lucky to have a guy to be so anxious to see them again. Believe me, any girl. So keep looking, and never give up. You'll find her one day. She's out there somewhere..

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[Maddi]

Anytime.
One last thing, though. And thanks for the reply on my forum btw. =]

Some people think that searching for someone like is rediculous and pointless, but forget them. If it's the only thing you think about and you know you have to do it, you won't EVER give up until you finally do what you have to do. You have to find her. And you won't be complete until you do, and you know that. So yeah, no matter how long it takes..No matter how young she is no matter how many people put you down and discourage you.
Push on and find that girl.

Don't listen to the negative.
Focus on the positive.

As always,
Madison.

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[*Dissident*]

Zach, I know what its like to have lost love. I actually have been on a few disney cruises, but unfortunatly not this one. I wish you the best of luck, and i hope you dont come back empty handed.

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[fdsgfg55465]

i listened to it with the mp3 that sucks man check searching myspace everyone has a myspace! there is still hope

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thats good never loose hope

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[Maddi]

In the end it's all worth it anyway.
No matter what the journey is.

=]