cant take it anymore..

[Soccer Girl 13]

Arghh i just cant take it anymore!
I have gone about 2 and a half months without cutting but i just cant stop the urges anymore becoz my pregnant ex girlfriend is nagging the hell outta me. I have posted about my pregnant ex girlfriend wanting me back and all the things she has done to me. But up until now i didnt want to cut over it.
I was talking to her on Msn, she was annoying me so i stopped talking. She started talking to me over Facebook and myspace but i stopped talking becoz she was annoying me again. Now shes sending me texts and trying to call me. I havent replied or answered her calls but i just cant take it anymore.
I feel like going and grabbing the biggest knife i can find and cutting a vein. My veins are popping out becoz im angry and i just wanna cut them!
She has put my threw so much but she just doesnt get it, if she doesnt stop im going to end up killing myself!!

[screamtobeheard]

Hang in there, sweetie. We're all here for you. PM me if you need to talk.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

Is the baby yours?
If not is she alone in this?
You have to understand all the horomones that are going through a pregnant womans body, there is no logical reason behind most actions pregnant women do.

You have to keep brushing it off and remind yourself its just the pregnancy, and if shes alone in this she probably doesn't know what to do or who to talk to, trust me she feels as crazy as shes acting.

[Soccer Girl 13]

Thanks Amanda :) Thats really nice of you. x


No the baby is not mine.
Yeah shes not with anyone but she has people helping her.
You have a point there. But its so annoying, she has unlimited texts to me so she can text me foreverrrrrr
Yeah, im trying to brush it off but its soooo annoying, My phone goes off every 2 seconds and i cant turn it off becoz im having a 'D and M' with my best friend via text.
But why me? when we were together she cheated on me and got pregnant. and when we broke up she tried to get her girlfriend at the time to bash me.. Epic fail tho. (Its all in my other post)
Yeah well she is acting VERY VERY crazy!
But thanks x

[Fiending_the_freedom]

Have you tried brutal honesty with her (basically being rude as possible without being unessacary?)

[Soccer Girl 13]

Telling her she annoys the hell outta me with the texts. No but maybe i should try that aye.
Thanks x

[Soccer Girl 13]

Nope.. it didnt work. shes still going. I dont wanna tell her to f*** off becoz id feel mean

[Watchfulness]

Remove her from your life.

[Soccer Girl 13]

I cant. Shes everywhere i go now. and shes moving schools. and i promised her i'll go to the doctors with her this afternoon to see what sex and when the baby is due.
And if i do, I'd feel so mean becoz of what she's going threw

[xBrokenAngelx]

Sounds like your in a bit of a bad situation!
I'd explain everything to her about how you feel if i was you, make it bold & clear that you dont need her and dont want her anymore.
Then try your best to take ur mind off the situation!
Do things that interest you, and make you happy.
Computer, going out, reading, watching a film? anything!!

We're all here x

[Soccer Girl 13]

Yeah i am lol.
I've tried telling her, she doesnt listen. She just annoys me so much, AND NOW SHE IS GOING TO THE SAME SCHOOL AS ME!! GRRR!
I cant tell her that, when we were on a little break one time be4, she cut my name into her leg. And only god knows what she did when we broke up (i dont really wanna know tho) and if i tell her i dont want/need her, i dont wanna know what she would do. And i'd feel mean.
I have been doing things to take my mind off of it, but when i have soccer and futsal trainings at school at lunch, ever since shes been going to my school shes been going to all of them.
thanks, That helps heaps :)
xx

[Scarface]

hang in there if u need someone to talk to im here