My scarlet loving friend

[Obscene Eyedeas]

On dark nights your skin glowed red
no more i declare it, thats enough said
no more blood shall you spill on my sallow skin
as shallow as you were, your marks were a bliss.

your cold bite in the dark of the night,
surrounded me in agony, no reason to fight
your pain filled embrace was like a lovers kiss
the blood you spilt, my reason to exhist.

ive beat you now, ur in a grave so deep
too deep to tease me, my true bliss
you were like my executioner, my illnes to beat
you were like a drug, so addictive and right
but im stronger now, then you'll ever be
i've beat you finally for the right to be me.

i wake up smiling, hate being alone
but what can i say, its better then your love
so i smile and i die, that victory my all
helping those who need it, ignoring my own
so i smile, for to me, this is happiness at its deepest
you won really from your first dose to my hearts final beat

who i was before
ill never be again
im the little helper
i help those in need

but none can help me, all thanks to you
you've destroyed my life, my scarlet loving friend