i am posting this to distract myself...

[Asylum]

instead of cutting i decided to make a post... i really don't want to cut.. or SI tongiht... i'm tryig really hard not to... i'm really angry, hurt, annoyed, upset, and i am having an anxiety attack.... not in a good mood ether... all i can think about is wat went wrong today, what went wrong this week, what went wrong in my life, i see my scars and say its just one more... ne more always ends up in being 10 more.... i don't wat another scar :( i just want release.. i want the same feeling i get when i slice myself opn, the same satifaction, right now i beleve i deserve it and i want to feel pain. all i can think of is my bozi cuting sheers on my desk, which i know are really sharp... i've tried listening to music, tlkng to a friend, facebooking, i've tried reading a lot of thing, and the distracing isn't helping.... :( i'm sorry this is a waste of a post....

[Baudelaire]

Miss, this is NOT a waste of a post, we all care about things like this, I don't know a lot about self harm, but whatever kind of ordeal your going through, cutting can't be worth it, you should consider a hobby, there are other ways to express your emotions, art, for one, is great, and writing your thoughts down, or just coming here to roll steam off. you know, vent.

[Mr. Smithers]

This was not a waste. You know we all love you here. Let it out. Whatever stops you from cutting. We are here for you.

[iceyfresh]

Don't cut I'm hear to help and talk you throug this. This is not a waste of a post I feel your pain I we t through all this to. Think of the good times think of how lucky you are. Our a beutiful girl, you have friends and plenty of people who wana help you. Pleas get the shears away from yourself through them out the window or put them in a different room the reply back

[Hatsune Miku]

Im glad to hear that you don't want to cut. And this is not a waste of a post, its good that you came here instead of cutting. And do what alex said, just get rid of anything that can be used to harm yourself. Throw it out the window, in the trash, wherever

[Asylum]

thanx Baudelaire. you are right Baudelaire cutting is never worth it... well i usually compse musc when i'm dwn like this, however i can't access the piano since its really late at night... so hobbies are out right now.. writing things down do help alittle, i just wrote it all out in my journal..
thank you austin <3
thnx Alex, i'm trying really hard nt to and thanx. i'm trying to think of the good times but its realy hard ot... i dont' want to touch the sheers right now, i dont' trust myself, so i'm just gong to leave thm on my desk next to my bonzi right now...
thnx Matt, i have given mst of my "stuff" to SI to my boyfriend who is trying to help me... however there is always somethi unfortuaely... always somethign u can use or find by accident.. im trying to stay aaway from t...

[XxHaViiK]

It's good you decided to try and ask for help here, rather then pick up a blade. That's a good step to take, and it wasn't a bad move. It's exactly what you need to do in order to get better. Do whatever it takes to keep yourself from cutting.

[iceyfresh]

Ok i understand that can you leave the room? When I used to cut I just had to get away from the Glass or blade or what ever it was. And there are allways good times just think and we all love you and want to help. Pm me of you wana talk privately it helps when your talking to someone who has gone through the situation aswell

[Asylum]

well, its sort o my room, so no not really, everyone is asleep, so i really can't leave, i'd love to tho.. thankyou very muh Alex i shall <3

[Asylum]

thanx evryone, just so you know i dind't SI last night. Alex thank you for calming me down

[iceyfresh]

Anytime :)