i feel like giving up.

[RedTheViking]

i just feel like giving up on everything , like school, my friends, my parents, just everything.
ok so heres why , the first thing productive thing in my life EVER i do was join a footy team (nrl) and i was full pumped and everything , and ive been to 3 training lessons and there the hardest thing ive ever done , but i enjoy them , and then today i found out that were all having to trial to actually get into the team. And theres about 33 players wanting try out and they only need about 20 , and im not fit AT ALL (thats one of the reasons i did it) , so i have absolutely no chance in actually getting onto the team. i just feel like shit, i feel like.... bloody hell i cant even describe how shit i feel , but as i said im feeling like i just want to give up on everything , find a cave and crawl in and die. its probally not just this either but im not sure what else it is , i just feel like a big failure, like im 15 now and have only have had one girlfriend (that cheated on me twice) and suppoesdely im smart , say that to my grades which are mainly cs and ds. life just sucks.
thanks for hearing me out.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Get up and work on ur fitness. if u dnt make it this year theres always next year start jogging and maybe you are smart maybe you just need to apply yourself. dnt give up. when life pushes you down you push back harder and you show every1 hw good you can be!

[beedubs]

just think about the future, if you give up now, your future will be bad. just do what Laura said and push yourself 10x harder then all the other guys.

[Fiction]

This footy team can be what keeps you going. Make it your aim to get into the team,, keep at it. if you don't get in this year there is always next year. your life is only a failiure if thats what you make it.

[Watchfulness]

This is a phase most teens come through.
As you mature, you'll have a clearer and structured understanding of your individuality.

[CuriousDestruction]

a lot of things in there. the first thing is that their's no reason to give up now. YOUR 15. you have years ahead of you to do shit and make up for lost time. i know it sucks, but more opportunities will come your way. it's too bad about the football thing. if you work out this year and try next year you could get on it though. and i'm sorry about your girlfriend. people can be such jerks sometimes. but don't worry about that. some people never even have a girlfriend until they leave high school so you're in good shape. finally, and i say this to every kid i tutor at my school, just because you may fail academically, doesn't make you not smart. i have a friend who finished high school with a 1.5 GPA overall. he's now at MIT because he's a computer genius even though he remedial english. people are smart in their own way. you just need to find yours and apply it to your life. life sucks, that's true, to get around it, you just need to slap life in the face and get past it.

[Scarface]

working out is a great way to not only get fit but also a good way to keep your mind off all the bad things in your life pm me if u need someone to talk to