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Hatsune Miku
February 15th, 2010, 12:18 AM
Me: Im alone on valentines day again

Her: Im not I got 2 kisses from jon we kissed 4 times

Me: Im happy for you... Everybody in my class got stuff for eachother, I was the only one who didn't get anything

Her: Jon was my first kiss

Me: Congrats... How was it...?

Her: Amazing

Me: Ok...

Her: Why? Are you jealous?

Me: Kind of...

( few minutes later )

Me: Whatever, im happy for you tho... Its good that you found someone, someone that you can actually kiss...

Her: Yup, we're gonna get married

Me: *in my head* Yeah okay
Me: ok...
Me: The only thing I kissed was my knife. I asked a girl out, she called me an emo fuck, and walked away

Her: Why did you kiss a knife

Me: Because its the closest thing I have to a friend, and I didn't actually kiss it

Her: Freak

Me: I know, im a freak. I been called much worse then that

A conversation between me and my ex. My ex's name is peyton. I live in Massachusetts and she lives in Florida, we were together for over 10 months but broke up. This is a conversation I just had. When she said "He was my first kiss" I broke down, I cut, I cried. When we were together we both promised that we would have our first kiss with eachother... But that means nothing now... I even bought plane tickets to go see her. She broke up with me a week and a half before valentines day. We even planned out where we would have our first kiss and everything. It was going to be special. But she just threw it all away like it meant nothing. I want to see her, hold her, kiss her, but now I can't. I don't know what else to say... This valentines day was different from the others. I spent this one in depression. I sat at home all day and ate the chocolate my mom bought for me. Yesterday was supposed to be my flight to Florida to see her, but since we broke up I returned the tickets

Nihilus
February 15th, 2010, 04:05 AM
That is so sad. I feel bad for you dude.

cooldude123
February 15th, 2010, 04:30 AM
That is so sad. I feel bad for you dude.

Yeah...

However, don't think about scuicide... That is the worst thing to do.

Hatsune Miku
February 15th, 2010, 04:39 AM
Yeah...

However, don't think about suicide... That is the worst thing to do.

I'm not. Suicide wouldn't help me at all. It would just make the people who care about me sad. And I wouldn't want that.

cooldude123
February 15th, 2010, 05:13 AM
I'm not. Suicide wouldn't help me at all. It would just make the people who care about me sad. And I wouldn't want that.

I've considered it before, but i never will. I signed the pledge, you see?

Well, i feel sorry for you. We both feel the same thing.

Watchfulness
February 15th, 2010, 10:47 PM
You'll come to other relationships as you grow older.
What you need is to have an understanding and know how to deal with any complications that might arise.

Those who are not keen into approaching these dilemmas tend to get depressed on waht can be an easily fixed situation.

Scarface
March 1st, 2010, 02:55 AM
bro my heart goes out to you that sounds terrible im always here for you man pm me if u need someone to talk to