Joeyy7892
February 12th, 2010, 02:15 AM
Okay, well this is kind of a long story. Read it if you want ;].
Okay, so I'm in love with my best friend. I've kept it a secret for about 5 years, and I'v known her for nine. A couple of months ago i told one of our mutual friends Nicole. So I explained the whole thin to her and she was excited for me, she told me to tell this girl and I wanted I really did. (well I wanted to tell her for 5 years) And i explained to Nicole that i knew this girl didn't feel the same. And a couple day before i told nicole, this girl slept over my house, and we snuck out side with a blanket at two in the morning and sat in my backyard and stared at the stars. Just when i was about to grow the balls to tell her, She said "I wish *Jake was here, I'm in such a cuddly mood" * Jake was a boy she liked at the time. But anyway I was like "well I'm here" Then she said "No joey you are like my brother, I can't cuddle with you"
And that totally killed the night.
But anyway when I was telling Nicole this she told me to tell another mutual friend of ours and i told nicole I would, just not right now. Because Lynne, (the other friend) has sort of a big mouth.
But a couple of days later the girl found out. And she didnt speak to me for a couple of weeks.
Untill i stupidly asked her is she would wver feel the same way about me. and she gave me a very vague answer. But now we are back to being best friends and I still love her, and she knows it.
She has a boyfriend and is constently showing affection to him in front of me.
She flirts with me (allthough she is a natural flirt)
And she leads me on, and it's terable, I don't want to be in any other realtionships because I would think about this girl while with a girlfriend and that wouldnt be fair to the girlfriend.
I get over her but everytime I;m with her I fall harder. I don't want to loose this girl in my life, but i can't keep doing this.
What should i do.
Woah, well if you actually read all this can you give me some advice :]
Thanks.:)
Okay, so I'm in love with my best friend. I've kept it a secret for about 5 years, and I'v known her for nine. A couple of months ago i told one of our mutual friends Nicole. So I explained the whole thin to her and she was excited for me, she told me to tell this girl and I wanted I really did. (well I wanted to tell her for 5 years) And i explained to Nicole that i knew this girl didn't feel the same. And a couple day before i told nicole, this girl slept over my house, and we snuck out side with a blanket at two in the morning and sat in my backyard and stared at the stars. Just when i was about to grow the balls to tell her, She said "I wish *Jake was here, I'm in such a cuddly mood" * Jake was a boy she liked at the time. But anyway I was like "well I'm here" Then she said "No joey you are like my brother, I can't cuddle with you"
And that totally killed the night.
But anyway when I was telling Nicole this she told me to tell another mutual friend of ours and i told nicole I would, just not right now. Because Lynne, (the other friend) has sort of a big mouth.
But a couple of days later the girl found out. And she didnt speak to me for a couple of weeks.
Untill i stupidly asked her is she would wver feel the same way about me. and she gave me a very vague answer. But now we are back to being best friends and I still love her, and she knows it.
She has a boyfriend and is constently showing affection to him in front of me.
She flirts with me (allthough she is a natural flirt)
And she leads me on, and it's terable, I don't want to be in any other realtionships because I would think about this girl while with a girlfriend and that wouldnt be fair to the girlfriend.
I get over her but everytime I;m with her I fall harder. I don't want to loose this girl in my life, but i can't keep doing this.
What should i do.
Woah, well if you actually read all this can you give me some advice :]
Thanks.:)