View Full Version : I've been feeling even worse then before lately
Hatsune Miku
February 11th, 2010, 01:05 AM
I've been feeling depressed for a while. But now I feel even worse then before, ever since my girlfriend, after 10 months, broke up with me. I've been cutting more ( I been cutting, I didn't just start because of this ), even though my moms gonna kick my ass if she finds out. I just can't stand it. And the worse thing is im confused as fuck. It's like, she breaks up with me. Then I try to get us back together. And now, out of the blue, she stops talking to me. Doesn't answer my phone calls, texts, nothing. I feel like total shit :( Nobody else is ever gonna love me, let alone even like me. My school is full of jerks. They judge me just because of what I wear and what I like. All the girls are freakin' idiots. They think its funny to talk like babies and act like little sluts. Fml
Dreaming Cannibal
February 11th, 2010, 01:46 AM
hmm woman are stupid strange beings, why did you break up anyways? as for the rest of the people, ignore em. your opinion about yourself matters the most, no need to pay attention to the rest.
btw cutting is never the answer to anything. it doesnt make you feel better, it just recreates the emotional pain in physical pain, which collaterally creates more pain.
Mr. Smithers
February 11th, 2010, 01:51 AM
Cutting over her isn't worth it. She's just a girl. Understand that the relationship is over. Cutting will not bring you guys back together. I know that it's hard for you not to cut, because you think she was the only life you had, she wasn't. It's not the end of the world.
Mattasaur94
February 11th, 2010, 02:46 AM
People break up all the time.
If she isn't talking to you, this is relatively common after a break up, its not your fault, don't freak out about it. If she doesn't want to be even your freind any more don't panic.
As other's have said, she's just another girl, they usually come and go.
the other week my brother and his girlfreind broke up after 3 years because she cheated on him over new years, he was incredibly sad, got stoned (don't to that... O_O) and cried some more.
Time will heal all pain, try not to cut yourself over it if you can help it.
As for everyone else... Don't worry about them, pride yourself on being individual.
Hatsune Miku
February 11th, 2010, 03:14 PM
btw cutting is never the answer to anything. it doesnt make you feel better, it just recreates the emotional pain in physical pain, which collaterally creates more pain.
I know, I've been knowing it for about a year...
CuriousDestruction
February 11th, 2010, 07:23 PM
i'm so sorry about your recent break-up. that sucks. i know life sucks sometimes, especially these days it seems. school is just a terrible place to be for most people. guys are assholes and girls are jerks. you just gotta tough out this ugliness and know that the other side is a lot more beautiful. i really encourage you not to cut. it does major damage in the long run if you don't stop. please stop. talk to a therapist instead. scream at me instead. run a mile instead. just please don't cut. PM me if you want.
Scarface
March 1st, 2010, 03:07 AM
please don't cut i know what your going through is hard, but i'm really glad your here i hope this helps
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