Asylum
February 10th, 2010, 01:13 AM
i feel so fat, and argh.. i know i posted i'm underweight... i know obviously i'm nto fat, but idk y... i just see myself and feel like i am... so what do i do about it? i stop eating....i throw up.... i know i hsouldn't. i know allthe side affects everything... i jus still continue to do it... willining hrming myself to lose weight?!? is it worth it to bre thin... no... then why am i doing this to myself.. i knwo its a choice.. but its like *face palm* hey what are you doing self? look at what you are doing...!!! i'm relapsing.. eaing less, and starting to throw up again.. this isn't good :(
if anyone else feels like anoerexia is the way to go or bolemia, i thougth i'd share this video with you. http://www.youtube.com/user/idranktheseawater#p/a/u/2/uNPKDbPmslY.
if anyone else feels like anoerexia is the way to go or bolemia, i thougth i'd share this video with you. http://www.youtube.com/user/idranktheseawater#p/a/u/2/uNPKDbPmslY.