Being an idoit...

[ShinigamiMaiden]

I self harmed, on my stomach, the top of my leg, and my wrist. I am in alot of pain. Why I did it? My boyfriend, who I have liked for over a year, and is finally going out with me, he used to like one of my friends, I though he would rather have her than me, and felt second best :( we have been going out for two weeks today, when I told him what I did, he told me I was being silly, that he loves me more than anything, and would rather have me than her anyday >_< now i'm in a alot of pain for no reason, and the ones on my wrist and leg are the worst...

I'm such an idiot D:

[2D]

From what I can tell you're overwhelmed with the fact that he like you instead of your friend. You're definitely not an idiot. Breathe, realize that he's not going anywhere. Try and control your emotions. Most of all, talk to your boyfriend. I'm sure he would love to help. Well I would. I can't speak for everyone.

Talk to me if you want, I'm almost always here for anyone.

[Amyxoxo]

I think you should have took it all in your stride really.
If he wanted her to you then he wouldnt have loved you the way that you deserve.
I dont know if you self harm and it is a regular thing but if you dont it is a really bad idea to get into the habbit. I dont know if it made you feel better but you seem to be in pain so I can take it, it didnt.
Talk to your boyfriend, tell him you love him. Keep it working. Your lucky
~love, Amy xx

[ShinigamiMaiden]

Thanks, and yeah I have been in the habit for over a year so. This is the second time i've done it in 8 months 'cause I gave up you see D: but now it seems to have got me in the habit again >_< but yeah, I have talked to him. I realise I really was being stupid. Thanks for your advice. x

[Amyxoxo]

Yeah sorry, I didnt read the name thing >_<
Try really hard to stop, Its gonna ba hard again but worth it in the long run :) x

[BeautifulDisaster]

Tonight I have cut all over my legs, & my hand.

It is overwhelmingly painful.

In the long run, it is not worth it.

A few seconds of relief, (if any), for days, maybe even weeks, of pain & regret & more BS.

Nothing is worth hurting yourself over.