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[Kev*]

hey, im not actually clinically depressed, but i am realli depressed

im jus goin thru a really bad patch in mi life rite now, since about the start of this year theres been loads of stuff which has been happenin jus to make me feel down n depressed, i was a goth last year so i got bullied then but i didnt realli mind, then lik the last two months there were all these rumors flying around and lik the whole of mi town new them and every1, even people i didnt no kept shouting things at me, so that depressed me loads so i didnt go into mi town for a while, now ive started again and those have died down but now im kinda realising people hu i thought liked me ,dont, lik even sum1 hu ive known for lik 4 years i jus feel as tho he duznt lik me as much nemore, n jus people dont generally like me.

i dont have a clue why i put this on, its jus coz im depressed at the mo n this is 4 depressed ppl so i jus put it here.

thanx

[MoveAlong]

It's ok :hug: You know, just talking about something or putting it on a website for all to see really does help. It's helped me to be on VT. I don't really know why, I just love it here and everyone's friendly.

People don't like to be around downers. Just come in one day kindof talkative, but not really, and just try to be a lil bit nicer. After probably a very short while people will start likeing you. I've never really had a friend, and when I thought I got one, I found out I was gay. So he just gave up on me and went to the super-christian-homophobic group. I lost a buddy then, but I guess I really didn't have a buddy. VT IS all I have now.

You could do what I do; just sit here all the time :D getting outside really does help too, and you could have a window open while on the computer. It opens you to the light. Then you might want to go outside, be happy...and people like happy people! I don't know that much about depression, but this is what I do when I feel really down. Well...actually I sit in the closet and finally fall asleep in there. Or I just listen to music. Then after awhile I feel better (or the other day) and I try to be nicer.

Anyway, tell us how it goes : - ) And other people on this site will definatly come post to support you :)

[TheWizard]

I hated public school too. People made fun of me alot so I know how you feel. It sucks but there isn't mush to do except change. If you don't change you can only expect the same results in the future.