Happiness

[deadpie]

It was year 94' when I was born
In a life I came on a rainy day
They said I use to have smiles on my face
But that's before I got raped.

Pictures on the fridge
Does this child deserve to exist
If I'm not good for this place
Today's going to be a rainy day.

Happiness and always will be past tense
I could look for it
But that road doesn't end

They said I thought church was a beautiful place
Before I got raped
Now I question god every fucking day
The only memories I have
Are the ones with me lying on my back
With him pressed against me
So break the picture frames
And blame all my hate on the sustained.
Keep telling myself It's not my fault
It cant be my fault
But it is.