Venom.
February 6th, 2010, 04:11 PM
i have a phobia of staying alone..
i mean, if someone is inside the house,i can stay home alone anywhere... just lets say, im alone in my room i share with my brother, but my mom is in the kitchen, and my door is closed, i can handle that.. you know
but, when i come home and rarely my mom isnt there, i just can not stay inside the house...
the kitchen has a door right next to it, i keep it open, i poop in the trashcan, and throw away the bag.. or i stay in my car until someone comes home then i rush in .. it all started when i was 7, and i was home alone to play rugrats on my computer, and i started hearing footsteps outside, but now that i remember it was just birds :P so i stayed in my room cause i was so scared, and the doorknob turned, then started opening RAPIDLY like.. not even humanly possible, i heard the noises of it opening and closing, and it was not windy.. it was a hot day..
then i always got scared to stay home alone, and i have to take extreme measures, and when i told my mom about the incident when i was 7, she just laughed.
so like 5 months ago, i watched paranormal activity, then i was on my computer like 3 days later, i thought i saw a evil spirit (dark liney thing) so i got scared and played halo 3 with my little brother, me and him heard 2 footsteps and no one was close.. no one was there. which started me getting extremely scared to be alone anytime, then the next time, my little brother heard gigling when he was alone and he told me, so i got scared of that too, then i heard it also.. now im just normal, and im not so scared anymore...
i know that was a lot, but im sick and tired of this phobia which i can not stop, do i need therapy or something? like omg... oh and when i was like 7, i was in my living room and i saw a evil spirit go in my chest... while trying to do homework..
where as my little brother can experience all this and not care whatsoever... help me!
i mean, if someone is inside the house,i can stay home alone anywhere... just lets say, im alone in my room i share with my brother, but my mom is in the kitchen, and my door is closed, i can handle that.. you know
but, when i come home and rarely my mom isnt there, i just can not stay inside the house...
the kitchen has a door right next to it, i keep it open, i poop in the trashcan, and throw away the bag.. or i stay in my car until someone comes home then i rush in .. it all started when i was 7, and i was home alone to play rugrats on my computer, and i started hearing footsteps outside, but now that i remember it was just birds :P so i stayed in my room cause i was so scared, and the doorknob turned, then started opening RAPIDLY like.. not even humanly possible, i heard the noises of it opening and closing, and it was not windy.. it was a hot day..
then i always got scared to stay home alone, and i have to take extreme measures, and when i told my mom about the incident when i was 7, she just laughed.
so like 5 months ago, i watched paranormal activity, then i was on my computer like 3 days later, i thought i saw a evil spirit (dark liney thing) so i got scared and played halo 3 with my little brother, me and him heard 2 footsteps and no one was close.. no one was there. which started me getting extremely scared to be alone anytime, then the next time, my little brother heard gigling when he was alone and he told me, so i got scared of that too, then i heard it also.. now im just normal, and im not so scared anymore...
i know that was a lot, but im sick and tired of this phobia which i can not stop, do i need therapy or something? like omg... oh and when i was like 7, i was in my living room and i saw a evil spirit go in my chest... while trying to do homework..
where as my little brother can experience all this and not care whatsoever... help me!