I cant keep my promise :(

[Obscene Eyedeas]

No matter how hard i try i cant keep my promise. i keep just cutting and cutting and cutting. the pain i cause people is horrifying to see and it cuts right through making me wanna cut more! the thing is though no matter how many tears ive seen shed for me and the pain i See in peoples eyes and see in their faces it may hurt me but it isnt enough to stop me cutting. ive had people spending nights talking to me about it for nights on end but no matter how hard i try i just cant take this!

there are so many reasons in my life why im a failure but at the moment ive so many people hurting because of me i just cant take it anymore!

how can i stop cutting? stop breaking my promises?

because the bottom line is i believe i deserve every cut.

[The Batman]

You don't deserve any of the cuts. You deserve to be happy and that's what you need to start working on now. Eve made me promise that whenever I felt like cutting I'd make a list of what all I'm feeling and that helped a lot. Also I start taking in deep breaths trying to calm myself down and it helps too. You can keep your promises and you can stop cutting it's just time for you to find a way to get past these feelings and cope with them.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Ive tried all the coping techniques. it just doesnt work. and im hurting eve and so many others. i cant cope with this

[The Batman]

The reason why you can't is because you keep telling that to yourself. You can cope with it you just need to believe in yourself more and have a hell of a lot more confidence.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Thats the thing the first promise i made i was so confidnt and so sure of myself and i failed

[CuriousDestruction]

you are still telling yourself you failed. you didn't fail, you just made a mistake. a mistake that you have the power to fix. i know it's hard to get back up on that horse so to speak. but you can do it! i believe in you, Thomas here believes in you, VT believes in you, and now you just need to believe in you. people will forgive you, as long as you can forgive you.

[munchausen]

Don't think of it like you have to resist forever think of it like you just have to get through today, if you can get through today you'll be fine.

[Amyxoxo]

You have to take each day as it come. Try doing something else instead of cutting.
You should go and talk to someone about all of this. They wont make you stop just try to find out why you do it.
But really you cant stop unless you want to stop.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Ive tried all the coping techniques. it just doesnt work. and im hurting eve and so many others. i cant cope with this

Laura I just wish you could be happy sweetie. Don't worry bout hurting me.... I'll bounce back, remember? Love ya sweetie.

[Asylum]

hun, i've been trying to quit since the day i started... i've made a lot of mistakes... but keep picking urself up nd tryin is the key. don't give up. keep trying

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Thanks every1 hu is trying to help.

[kt2369]

you dont need to cut. i stopped for about 6-7 months and broke a few weeks ago and i feel like shit now,
also when i told my friends about cutting they stayed close to me and talked to me all the time and cheered me up.
now it seems they dont talk to me. and they THINK im doing better

[Nelson]

I made a promise to a physically much stronger friend so that if he sees/knows of me cutting he will hurt me, i dont see the need to cut,i had a horrible dream about cutting, i saw what my friends done the day after i cut too deeply and bled out, that instantly gave me the will to stop cutting and make a promise

My advice : picture what your best and closest friends will feel, and live with knowing that you cut yourself and died because of something in life that is horrible, your friends will always be there for you xD