Asylum
January 27th, 2010, 08:04 PM
i can't have a conversation with him without him snapping at me all the time... tonight... actually right before i posted this.. he was having a discusssion with my mom about having wine... thye said how it gave them a terrible headache last time... and how much it made them stay up and mae them feel sick. i decided to be friendly and contribute to the conversation since i'm made fun of for being anti social... so i say nicely... if it made you sick and not feel well last time, i'd suggesst not drinking it if i waz in ur position... my dad flipped out.... did i ask for your opinion or advice?!?! no... i waz just trying to help... contribute to tehe conversation.... well don't do it unless ur asked.... :( i'm like fine ... then he flips out on ssiter for asking my mom a question... and she asks if she can move out and he told her to shut up... but after that he apologfizes t o her and cheers her p.... i never get an apology or cheered up.. he is always sorry when he hurts her... whne he hurts me.. i someitmes get an apologyu other times... "it was my fault" sure... yea because i really deserved u screaming at me and hurting me because ur mad at mom... beore all that... she just discusse it... this after noon when i got hom michaela messed up the bow i made in my hair thing and kept flingng it around... so i was like michaela omg wat did u do? cuz i can never get perfect bows like that... so like i said mom can't u repremand her or somethng she was jsut plaing not her fualt then we started fighting (sis and i)
after that during prayer... michaela was telling God to make all the rude people a the table to shut up as she looks at me... i said that waz rude mom flips out she is like why can't u get along with ur sister, mom ddn't u hear her.. so what? sarah people aren't out to get you... i'm like wtf? so i'm like yea but waht she said was rude! mom says thats it i'm leving... so she left the table Dad gt in my face with his hand... and was getting in his angry tone... and so i apologized to everyone because everyone thought i waz being rude.... and she came back and i dind't say anything the rest of dinner
during dinner we discussed how dad has a bad temper what happened when i waz little... i had a gumbi doll, and i was playing with it somehow he accidentally got hit in he head with it... mom said he looked as if he was goign to kill me... i'm not sure if hephysically hurt me then... i dont' remeber... i remeber other times which he ahs... like my dad flips out on accidnets my sister spilled a glass of water, and he looks liek he is about to kill her.. we all agree he is the type of person that shoulnd't have kids... '
i hat my family and am proud to say i'm adopted... thanx for letting me rant :)
after that during prayer... michaela was telling God to make all the rude people a the table to shut up as she looks at me... i said that waz rude mom flips out she is like why can't u get along with ur sister, mom ddn't u hear her.. so what? sarah people aren't out to get you... i'm like wtf? so i'm like yea but waht she said was rude! mom says thats it i'm leving... so she left the table Dad gt in my face with his hand... and was getting in his angry tone... and so i apologized to everyone because everyone thought i waz being rude.... and she came back and i dind't say anything the rest of dinner
during dinner we discussed how dad has a bad temper what happened when i waz little... i had a gumbi doll, and i was playing with it somehow he accidentally got hit in he head with it... mom said he looked as if he was goign to kill me... i'm not sure if hephysically hurt me then... i dont' remeber... i remeber other times which he ahs... like my dad flips out on accidnets my sister spilled a glass of water, and he looks liek he is about to kill her.. we all agree he is the type of person that shoulnd't have kids... '
i hat my family and am proud to say i'm adopted... thanx for letting me rant :)