getting thinner...

[Fiending_the_freedom]

My dad doesn't mean to call me fat.
well technically, hes never really callen me fat, but he says things that i take the wrong way.
"is that your stomache i see hanging out tegna?"
shut up dad.
"it doesn't matter how much you weight, its how you look"
SHUT up,dad.
"Well you may have been that size last june, but your most certanily not that size now *looks at my stomache*"
fuck you, dad.

i find myself eating less and less.
not pn purpose really, just sub concencely (not spelled right).
but then i wieght myself constantly (have always doen that)
and when it shows i've lost weight well..lets jsut say it doesnt ruin my day.

even my dads girlfriend has noticed (who i hate)
asking me if i've lost weight (me replying with "i dotn know..)
and telling me i look pale.
some of my friends have said a thing or two also.

its not like i never eat, in fact i wouldn't call myself anerexic, really.
i used to be anerexic in gr.7 but that was then.

[Φρανκομβριτ]

I think you should loose it at him. if he says you look pale or even maria (who by the way is fatter and uglier than sabrina LOL), just be like " YOU GUYS CALL ME FAT ALL THE TIME, NOW I TRY AND LOSE WIEGHT AND YOU BITCH! I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH, AM I? WHY DONT YOU FUCKING MAKE YOUR MIND UP AND LET ME KNOW HOW YOU WANT ME TO BE!!

hoenstly tegan, your nothing near fat. Look at me for fucks sakes. I love you the way you are. Don't change for someone other than yourself.

[MoveAlong]

I guess this is probably spam because I'm not helping you ^_^ but
I'm not replying to this thread and the other one is because I don't know how to help you. I don't want you to think I don't care :cowboy: Hang in there :)

[Fiending_the_freedom]

thanks guys, but rudi, you know how it is, once its in your head its hard to get out.
i know i'm not fat.
but i dont like how i look

[Aηdy]

So what dont you like about how you look? I think your gorgous. Like Rudi said, just tell them where to shove it!

[TehBovril]

Wow, again my dads the same. But then there is his girlfriend saying it outright. I know what you mean about that when its in your head its hard to get out. For the past few months ive been trying desperatley to loose weight but with help from best buddy i realised i dont need to change to please them. I told my dad and his girlfriend to "shove it" and that i didnt appreciate them trying to change me and its only been a few weeks but they both stopped with ther personal remarks etc. Just got to shut my sister up now.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

well the thing is the things my dad says arn't directly saying (or mean to say) "your fat" so i can't tell my dad to stop calling me fat bcuz technically hes not, he just says things that are VERy easy to take the wrong way.
and if i tell my dad what you said rudi, i think hes gonna figure out that i'm trying to loose weight :P