"I've never seen you like this Steph"

[Holding On*]

Is what my doc said on Wednesday... He diagnosed me with Moderate Depression back in July 09. This wednesday he changed everything.

My Meds are doubled
He wants to see me more often
Hes sending me to another team for more indepth help
Hes getting another assessment done on me
He offered me sleeping tablets which I said no unless double meds dont help
He said he doesn't know how to help me anymore.

fml

And right now I am feeling low, and urgh. I went to college 2 out of 5 days this week. The others, I couldn't get myself out of bed. Last night. I was so down, I didn't have the motivation to self harm!! Wtf? lol.

I want this all over, for depression to leave.

Sorry needed to rant

[BeautifulDisaster]

You're getting help at least, which is more than what others get.
Be positive about that.

[nick]

Lets hope the change of meds and councelling helps. Best wishes.

[overcome.]

I know depression is when you can sleep 12 hours and still feel exhausted mentally and physically, but sleeping medication has helped me a bit with depression. I know that it must be hard getting told "I don't know how to help you anymore", because it probably gives you the idea that things couldn't ever change.

[Holding On*]

I know depression is when you can sleep 12 hours and still feel exhausted mentally and physically, but sleeping medication has helped me a bit with depression. I know that it must be hard getting told "I don't know how to help you anymore", because it probably gives you the idea that things couldn't ever change.

I agree with this whole thing 150%.
Might have to try the meds tbh :/


Thanks for the kind words guys...

[nick]

Thanks for the kind words guys...
I'm only sorry I couldnt come up with anything more helpful. I really hope it goes well. In the mean time if you want someone to talk to just let me know. I can soak up any amount of ranting!

[Holding On*]

Hmm ok, thanks nick

[DSV-Dan]

That sucks, I hope you feel better soon.

[Holding On*]

Thaknies