trying not to hurt myself

[DemonicPanda]

When i was 12 my dad died of cancer. 1 year latter my mom got merried to this guy. My mom kicked my sister out of the house because her husband did not like my sister. they get into bad fight thant my mom gets hurt. then they do drugs all the time. one day my mom snapped and went crazy. she kicked me out house and now i live with my brothers. She steals social society checks from me. she havent talked to me in a year and out have no where she sants to be back into my life but i dont know what to do any more because ever time i think about how bad she sas to my dad it makes me sant to hurt myself. What should i do

[Holding On*]

You should speak to someone about this. A counsellor or a teacher or even another family member. :)
I also use childline website, which helps a tonne. you can call them and just rant at them, or use their 1-2-1 service which works like MSN, or email them :)
They also have fact sheets up that help :)
I would seriously just advise you to simply talk. :) Sounds easier then it is, I know, but it helps so much

I am sorry to ehar you are going through all the though x x

[BeautifulDisaster]

It's up to you, but I think you should contact social services and tell them the situation first, let them assess it and see what should happen regarding your mother seeing you again.

[DemonicPanda]

we tryed that but it did that work. my brother is trying to get gardenship over me

[BeautifulDisaster]

Why did that not work?
Try again if it did not work.
Or seek out mental health professional help.

[CuriousDestruction]

I recommend speaking to someone you absolutely trust like a teacher, or counselor.

Also if you want to call a hotline like 1-800-784-2433 they will listen to you and try to

help you as best they can. But the best thing you can do is what you are doing right

now, talking. talking about what you are going through is the best way to get through

it. Life can be really shitty. It sounds pretty bad for you right now, but i think you are

strong enough to get through this. We're here for you.

[Amyxoxo]

Im very sorry to hear you story and i really think that you should go and see someone about all of this.
This are hard at the moment and seeing someone will really help in sorting things out.
Also talking to someone may give others help as well. For example you mum, im sure that she dosnt want to keep doing drugs?? And your brothers, do they have financual support to look after you?
~good luck x

[DemonicPanda]

i dont think think so but i know there trying to get gardenship over me and that we have court some time next month

[jess_undead]

hope it goes well for you.